Chapter 6

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filler chapter... Forgiveness


The next morning, I stayed in my room thinking about what happened. I kissed Scott Wormer, I kissed Scott Wormer. Adam is here in Indiana, he is my boyfriend. Then I thought about the offer, maybe I should go. Everything has been going good though, Scott may be the only thing on my mind right now.

There was a knock on my door, "Hey Lis, I- I just wanted to apologize for last night. I shouldn't have punched your friend."

I stood up and opened the door, "Don't apologize, if I saw you kissing some chick. I'd probably beat the crap out of her."

Adam let out a small smile, that was the smile that warmed my heart. It wasn't only kisses that made Adam special, it was him in general, he made me happy. I gave him a small smile back, I shouldn't have kissed Scott back, that's messed up.

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By noon, I was in the kitchen with my family eating lunch. Adam sat across the table, I felt really bad, everything I do is most likely messed up. My brothers laughed and talked about school, every Now and Then Adam would join the conversation.

I hurt that boy... I'm never going to forgive myself for that, Adam doesn't deserve what I did. He always talked about being excited to have kids with me, marry me, have a big house with a pond so we could practice. I will never forgive myself ever, even if he forgives me.

"I wanna go." I said out of the blue, everyone's conversations stopped and they all stared at me.

"what?" Landon asked, I gave him an awkward smile.

"To Eden Hall, I wanna go."


(A/N: this is a filler chapter!! I haven't been writing in two months so I'm a little rusty. I have been getting better. just a reminder! if you need to take that break, take that break!  I'm back!)

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