♡DeJa Vu♡

I've Never Felt So Alone.

Koga didn't sleep that night. He held Inuyasha closely as he watched over him. When it was time for school he didn't wake the other male, thinking it best to skip and let him sleep in. Koga sighed, feeling a bit hungry but he stayed by Inuyashas side, not wanting to leave him. After a while more Inuyasha finally woke up, groaning from the soreness and the hangover.

"Morning... Are you okay?" Koga questioned as he sat up to give Inuyasha some space.

"Yeah... I'm fine... just a little hung over..." Inuyasha muttered softly as he slightly struggled to sit up.

"Inuyasha.... what happened last night?" Koga questioned as he gave Inuyasha a worried look. Inuyasha remained silent for a moment as he thought about the night before. All of his memories were foggy and distorted, having been to drunk to remember it clearly though he remembered enough to know what had happened.

"I don't remember. I think someone spiked the punch and I got a little drunk." Inuyasha smiled as he gave an awkward chuckle, not wanting to acknowledge what he'd been through. Koga shifted a bit uncomfortable. He wanted to know what had happened. He wanted to know who was involved. He had a pretty good idea of who though he didn't wanna make rash decisions and jump the gun.

"I'm gonna take a shower..." Inuyasha mumbled as he stumbled out of bed, doing his best to act as if nothing was wrong. Koga watched after him, still worried. He sighed as he looked at the bed, now sitting alone.

Inuyasha cried quietly as he tossed the clothes off before sitting in the shower, feeling disgusted with his own body. He pulled on his hair and hit himself as he sobbed quietly, feeling angry. Inuyasha stayed in the shower long after the water had gone cold. No matter how much he washed himself he never felt clean. He soon got out of the bath and wrapped a towel around himself before stepping out of the bathroom to find something to wear. Koga glanced at Inuyasha, staring at his bruiesd skin. Inuyasha shifted as he ignored the murderous stare of his lover.

"Inuyasha.... Can you not even give me a name?" Koga questioned as he stood up, approaching Inuyasha. Inuyashas body slightly shuddered as he choked back Narakus name, still not wanting to talk about it.

"No. Sorry." Inuyasha mumbled as he avoided looking at the other male. he slightly flinched when he felt Kogas rough hands gently glide along his shoulders, kissing the crook of his neck where Koga had bitten him. Inuyasha couldn't quite explain the comfort he had felt when he felt the kiss, his body immediatly relaxing in Kogas hold.

"Inuyasha. If you remember anything at all... anything... don't be scared to tell me. I'll help you." Koga spoke softly and reassuringly though there was something dangerous about his tone of voice. Inuyasha gave Koga a small nod as he finally glanced up at him. Koga moved slowly as to not alarm or startle Inuyasha as he leaned close, gently kissing Inuyashas lips. Inuyasha kept his eyes open, scared that if he were to close them he'd mistake Kogas love as Narakus abuse. Koga gently pushed Inuyashas towel off, gingerly kissing all of the bruises on his body. Inuyashas entire body shuddered, instinctively frightened though he honestly found the kisses to be extremly comforting. Koga paused when he heard a knock on the door. He gave Inuyasha one last kiss before covering him back up with the towel and heading over to the door. He only slightly opened the door so whoever it was couldn't see in past him.

"Koga. Are you okay? Why aren't you going to your classes?" Ayame questioned, having come to find her boyfriend during lunch.