(Newt POV)
The note stays clutched jn my hands as I try to understand it. I obviously do but it just makes no sense. How and why?
So I pick her dead body up,one arm supporting her leg and the other on her back. I walk outside,as the sun hits me. I keep on walking until I find some mud, I scamper with my hands for hours and hours until I made a hole which I lay her down in,I look at her once more. I know she's far gone,I lean down and kiss her fore-head then cover up the Grave. So that's she's gone forever.
That was the way she wanted it.
The place is full of Cranks,screaming,eating each other. So I walk away,letting the tears fall down my face as some kind of sharp electricity ticks through me. I rake my hands through my hair,I feel like smashing my head against the wall or sending a blade through my skin. My heart is racing and I feel like I'm about to vomit. I pace round the place.
"TOMMY! MINHO! ALBY!" I screams the names,but all these people aren't here. They can't save me "Please.. Please just help!"
But no one comes.
"Just someone tell me what to do." I whisper.
I want to be with Alby,I want to be where all the dead people go once they die. Winston,Jeff,Ben,Chuck,the others Gladers,the Cranks,my family,Cassie.. Anyone. Anyone who was luck enough to end their own suffering and move away somewhere else. Somewhere where no one can hurt you,death will end my pain. I could do it in a second,in a second I could stop living and no one would care.
"Newt!" A voice calls.
I switch round to see him,standing there. Eyes staring into mine.
Tommy.
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Starcrossed {Nalby}
FanfictionAlby spent a month in the Glade alone,with no one by his side. Day by day go by until the box comes up,revealing a shy broken boy. Newt. They only have each other
