Starcrossed {Nalby}

Chapter 4

(Newt POV)

(Newt POV)

There's five boys now. Alby,me,Jack,Minho and Wes. Alby stays in charge,helping with the building work along with Wes,Jack is the cook for us all and me and Minho run the Maze every single bloody day. Mapping it,memorising it. Looking for a way out,it's like we're doing the same thing every single day and we're bit getting anywhere with it. I want to give up. Give up with everything.

I've lost home. I don't care about myself anymore.

I feel like Alby doesn't care,that I'm no longer his friend, maybe I keep finding myself in this situation because no one wants me around,I don't belong in this place.

I skip dinner the next day,and walk away into the Maze,walking briskly and finding a wall. Stone cold with the green ivy to climb,of course it doesn't go all the way to the top,me and Minho studied this carefully. I just slowly climb up as high as it takes me then throw myself right off.

This was the only thing I had control of in my life. I wanted to disappear of the face of this world. To escape my never ending misery.

My leg was full of terrible ceasing pain and I scream out loud,trying to get back up but I can't move, my leg is weighing me down. I couldn't breathe I was to weak.

"NEWT!" Minho's voice screams "ALBY! ALBY! I FOUND HIM! HELP! HELP!"

I then hear heavy footsteps alongside Minho's then Alby's kind face towering above my body which feels as light as a feather, for a moment I feel no pain,I close my eyes,praying it's the end but it isn't because when I open my eyes I realise nothing's changed as the tears fall from my eyes.

They both haul me up,Alby holding my legs as I let out screams of pain. I keep on dreaming and wincing,I notice my leg. A bloody,bruised mess.

"Hurry up!" Alby snaps "The doors will close soon."
"Just leave me Alby." I say,hardly even being able to get the words together.

Alby just pauses and looks at me for a moment.

"Not in a million years."