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Tw: self harm (I DO NOT ENDORSE SELF HARM OF ANY KIND PLEASE DONT DO IT)

Y/ns pov:
I wake up in a puddle of sweat immediately realize what happened, hoping not to wake anyone up I get out of bed and get in the shower.

"Fuck" the water hit an open wound from where I had cut, or should I say 'fell over' a few days ago. The water stung against it and after the shock of the feeling dissipated I relished in the continuous light sting of the water. It helped, the pain, especially after a nightmare.it makes me feel- something other than the pit of sadness that arises from my past.

I got out of the shower and quickly I sorely missed the feeling and so went to my bag and pulled out the small box and grabbed the razor from inside. 1, 2 and... 3. I made sure they were on my hip so no one could see and watched the blood connect and drop down the side of my leg. I breathed a sigh of relief, tucked a tissue into my pants to catch any remaining blood and got dressed. And slid back into bed.
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Scarletts pov:
The next morning y/n was still tucked into bed and I was considering my options. After (not very much) consideration I called someone I knew could help
"Hey Lizzie"

"Hey scar! What's up?"

To be continued....

(A/N): hey guys- it's been a very long time. Why? Uhh cause I have depression. And school- so. But I'm back now! Yey! Please tell me where you want this to go because- I am like void of creativity atm also- sorry for the graphics- once again I don't promote self harm, if you feel your at risk of doing it or whatever there are options, try a breathing exercise (however lame it sounds) or talk to someone, me even
(Tigerbunny03#6511 on discord if you need it)

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