As we began eating, I looked around. Everyone was talking and laughing. Today was a good day, right?
So why do I feel so hollow?
The food I was eating was great, and I'm with someone I care about. But something is missing.
I've received my present too, Easter is going as it always does. The main difference is the sheer amount of people at my house. I
had fun hunting/hiding eggs with Axel Nishigori too, I didn't even expect that to be fun.
So whats the issue.
Why does it feel wrong!
What's missing!
My thoughts we interrupted as my knife squeaked on my plate. I cringed, I've always hated that sound
"I think you cut threw that ham, Yura." Otabek snickered,
"yea, yea, you think I know that?"
I went back to eating, and slowly, the world seemed to fall away from me until...
"Yurochka! Dinner!"
"Coming Dedushka," I replied I was in last years sweater folding my new one, a pastel blue t-shirt, I put in my drawer and pulled my hair into a half-up ponytail and pulled my purple shirt back on and headed down.
Dedushka.
"Yuri, do you want any more coke?" Yuuri said, walking around the table with the 2-liter bottle, his question pulled me back to reality
"ahh... Sure, why not. thanks, I guess."
"You're welcome." He said filling my glass and returning to he seat with the bottle
I suddenly remembered Beka's words last night. He threated to tell Yuuri. I had to convince him not to tell. I turned to him as he sat next to me and said quietly,
"эй Отабек .. ты не скажешь ему правильно?" <hey Otabek .. you will not tell him right?>
"ты должен быть более конкретным, Юра." He replied back to me, he was telling me to be more specific
"<Last night>," I said Otabek gave me a look and turned away
"<Why shouldn't I. You aren't acting like yourself, Yuri>."
These words angered me more than I wanted them to
"Что это должно означать! I yelled
"Yuri, I ask that you speak English at the table. Include Everyone.. well, almost everyone." Victor said calmly
"Заткнись, старик!"
"hey, I'm not that old! I'm 28!"
"<calm down Yura, or I'll tell him right now>," I hear Beka say calmly
"<Fine>," I say and sit down
"Is everything alright?" Yuuri asked concerned
"Everything is fine, Katsudon."
Dinner continued pretty calmly on the far side of the table the Katsukis and Nishigoris were chatting way in Japanese, who knows what they are talking about, Otabek's parents are also talking among themselves in Kazakh. The old man told me to speak in English, but I can't even understand half the people here, I know that the Altins know Russian and some the Japanese know English but how am I supposed to know who knows what. Because of this, I spent the entire dinner listening for a conversation I could listen to. But I wasn't having much luck. soon enough dinner ended, and I got roped into clearing the table with the other Kids
"Hey Yuri" I hear Sasha call out
"what is it."
"How do you feel about my brother?"
"What kind of question is that? He's my best friend. I care about him."
"is that all? You sure you don't like him?" She pondered with a smirk
"what's that! Yuri likes Otabek" the Triplets exclaim
"I never said that! She came up with that all her own. And of course, I don't like him like that. how could I?"
"I see... I that case... is Beka gonna come home soon? We miss him in Kazakhstan... I didn't realize how much I missed him till I saw him yesterday."
"What? But... I'm sorry, but I hadn't even thought about that but... I don't think I'm ready to let him go yet... "I trailed off I knew I didn't want him to go, but I could quite put my finger on why,
"If I do..." I started again only to trail once again. I want him here. But why? He has a family to go home to. Is it fair to hold him here? My god, I really never thought about this before.
"I'll... I'll be stuck in this house alone with those gay Idiots." I finally finished
"I see... well sorry to bother you
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"Beka! I have news! " I called excitedly to my brother.
After My exchange with Yuri, I had no doubts in my mind, Yuri Plisetsky felt the same way for my brother. However, He appears to be in denial. When I brought up the idea of liking Beka, he immediately said he didn't. However, there was a panic in his voice. And when I brought up Beka leaving, he stampered to find an excuse to keep him. If he really saw him as only his bestie, he'd let him go no problem, now I need to find Beka.
"Yes. I understand." I hear Beka say around the corner I was about to call out to him, but then I heard him continue to talk... He's on the phone.
"I...I'll... Tell him... Thanks for your time" He says I hear a Click and Beka signs "Oh... Yura... I'm so sorry.."
Whatever Beka is talking about is serious. I shouldn't bother him. I open the door to my side and head back inside.
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I hung up the phone, The call I received was a Grimm one. Seconds later, I head the door open and close around the corner; could Yuri have been listening? if so he probably piece together what was going on, but I heading inside anyway, the triplets and my sister were watching cartoons when I entered
"Hey, Bro," Sasha said
"Hey.. you know where Yuri is?"
"Your Boyfriend isn't here. Apparently, he had Victor promise to take him to see his grandfather after dinner if he helped clean the table..."
I felt the blood drain from my face. Yuri had no idea what was waiting for him upon arriving at the hospital.. and I wouldn't even be there.
"I-I see... any idea when.. they'll be back."
"I don't know, but... Beka I.. heard the phone call... His Grandpa... did he.."
"Yes..."
"Oh.. I see... He's gonna need you when they return..."
"Yea, I know.."
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Denial and Acceptance
FanfictionYurio's grandfather becomes gravely Ill, Victor, Yuuri, and Otabek to move to Russia and host Yurio, But Yurio isn't happy Victor and Yuuri are here though. Otabek himself is still trying to decide if he should admit his feeling for Yurio. Yuri is g...
