Chapter 26

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TROYE'S P.O.V

I woke up on the couch in Tyler's arms. I watched how his chest rose and fell with every breath he took. My mind immediately flashed back to yesterday when Tyler and I kissed at the beach. I don't know what came over me to kiss him, but I did. When I tried to bring it up in the car, my dad interrupted us. No one has any idea how much I love him, not even I know. Looking at Tyler now, I am so happy to be who I am. He makes me feel confident and never fails to make me smile. He makes me feel comfortable in my own skin.

Tyler stirred and opened his eyes. He raised an eyebrow when he noticed I was staring at him while he was sleeping. "I know i'm hot but jesus christ, no need to stare at me," He giggled. I laughed a bit as well before hugging him closer to my chest. We sat in silence for a little bit until it was broken by Tyler's rumbling stomach.

"Troyeeeeee..." He pleaded. I laughed and pretended I didn't know what he wanted. "Yes?" He shot a glare towards me before pouting. "Breakfast please...?" Tyler begged accompanied by puppy dog eyes. I sighed, giving into his cuteness before pushing him off of me, getting up and heading to the kitchen. I toasted two pieces of bread, one for him and one for me. I spread nutella on one and jam on the other before placing the slices of toast on two seperate plates and taking them out to the lounge room.

Tyler and I were eating our breakfast and watching TV before Tyler reached for the remote and muted the volume of the television. I raised an eyebrow and stared at him in confusion. He placed the remote back down and turned to face me. "I need to talk to you about something," He said calmly and quietly. I instantly felt nervous yet curious. Does he want to leave and go back to California? Is he worried about Tyde and Steele?

He grabbed my hand and squeezed it, reassuring me. "It's about yesterday, at the beach." I felt a blush spread across my cheeks to the top of my ears. The kiss. The moment we shared yesterday started replaying in my mind for the second time today. The way his lips fit perfectly with mine, the way the waves crashed around us, the way the sun was setting on the horizion, it was all so perfect.

"...When we kissed," Tyler broke the silence with those three words. We were now both blushing messes. I watched how his eyes darted around the room, too nervous to look at me. His bed hair stuck out in all these different directions. Still holding my hand, he started to crack my knuckles. He didn't even know he was doing it until I giggled and playfully hit his arm. A smile crept onto his face and he eventually looked up. We stared at each other for a long time. I examined every perfect little detail of his face. 

Suddenly, Tyler started biting his lip. He is so sexy and handsome and just....oh my god. I couldn't take the silence anymore, leaning forward and crashing my lips onto his. At first he didn't kiss back, shocked by the sudden connection. About three seconds later, he started to kiss back. I could feel the passion and love seeping into the kiss. 

He grabbed the back of my neck and ran his tongue along my bottom lip. I immediately allowed him access and let his tongue explore the inside of my mouth. The kiss we were currently sharing was better then I ever dreamt of. After a minnute we both backed out of the kiss, searching for air. Breathing heavily beside me, Tyler hugged me and pecked me on the cheek. I smiled and hugged him back.

So what does this make us? Are we a thing? Does he even like me? "Tyler..." I said, still trying to catch my breath. He looked up at me, "Yes?"

"Do you remember the day when we were doing that Q&A? And I started panicking on stage," I asked. He nodded his head. "Do you remember when we got back to the hotel and you were being the best person ever, listening to me and comforting me?" He blushed and nodded again. My heart was pounding in my chest as I was about to say this. I didn't know how he would react but he needs to know how I feel. Even if he doesn't feel the same way, I'll still want to be friends with him. I just can't go another day without at least letting him know how I feel and if i'm lucky, being able to call him mine. 

"That night was when I realised how much I need you and how much I love you." He started to tear up. "Troye Sivan..." He choked out. "I've loved you since the night after my party, I probably loved you before that as well but I didn't admit it until the night I was extremely hungover," Tyler admitted. I giggled remembering the night of his party. "Is that why you said I was the hottest person in the room and kissed me?" I asked, still giggling. His face was now as red as a tomato. "What...?" He said more quietly and confused. "We were playing truth or dare and Marcus dared you to make out with the hottest guy in the room. And guess who you chose?" He started stroking his imaginary beard before smirking. "I bet it was Sawyer...sexy beast he is." Tyler bursted into laughter and I blushed, my eyes darting to the floor.

Tyler grabbed my chin and lifted my head, forcing me to look into his eyes. "I don't remember that night at all but I bet you were the hot guy I made out with," He smirked again before connecting his lips with mine. 

Author's notes:

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