Chapter 6

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TROYE'S P.O.V

I was nearly finished my meet and greet. I was up to the last fan.

"Oh my gosh, I am so happy to finally be here with you! I've been waiting for like 4 hours!" She squealed and hugged me. I smiled and hugged her back. She was about as tall as Tyler. I could feel her sweaty forehead pressed against my neck and cringed a little. I can't blame her though, If I was standing in the middle of a large arena with no air conditioning with a temperature of 35 degrees celsuis outside i'd be sweating alot as well.

She let go of her tight embrace and held her phone out infront of us both. 'Smile!" She said and snapped a selfie. We talked for a little then hugged one last time before her time was up and the meet and greet was over. 

Wow, that meet and greet was so overwhelming. I didn't expect it to be that fun and quick. I wish I had more time to talk to the people that came. I wanted to get to know them individually because I really do care about all of them. 

I walked to the VIP room where all the youtubers hang out and chat. I continued into the room only to realise that I didn't know anyone in here. I didn't want to just sit down and look lonely so I power walked over to the table filled with food. I grabbed a handful of cake, lollies and tiny sandwiches and shoved most of it in my mouth.

I heard a scoff then a familiar cackle behind me. I turned around to see Tyler standing there with a grin on his face. "Hungry, are we?" 

"Shut up." I snapped back at him with a mouth still full of food. He just giggled. I groaned loudly and swallowed the rest of my food.  Then I see a girl run towards Tyler and jump into his arms. "Tyler!" She squeals really loud. He laughs and hugs her before he puts her back on her two feet. 

"Troye, This is Zoe. She is a YouTuber just like us," Tyler explains to me. We shook hands and she flashed me a huge smile. Wow, she is full of energy. "You're Troye Sivan, aren't you? I think i've seen a few of your videos." I giggled awkwardly and nodded my head. Social Interactions, um no thank you!

The only social interactions I like are with Tyler. I think his giant social personality makes up for us both. A boy with black hair and a stubble walked behind Tyler and wrapped his arms around Tyler's waist. Is that his boyfriend? He didn't say anything to me about a boyfriend. I felt a bit of jealousy rush through me. Why am I jealous? I don't even like Tyler that way.

Tyler laughed loudly and wrapped his arms around this guy. I was so confused. Tyler obviously must of noticed this because he immediately said, "This is my friend Alfie. He is also a YouTuber. Zoe and Alfie are both from England." I greeted Alfie and we started up a conversation while Tyler and Zoe were talking about Tyler going to England. 

"So, how do you know Tyler? I'm guessing you met like we all did, YouTube."

I nodded. "Kind of, I bumped into him while walking out of an elevator and he asked for my number, then we became friends but I had seen some of his videos before hand."

He raised an eyebrow. "What country are you from? You don't sound American."

"I am from Australia."

His face lit up with excitement. "I love Australia. It's so beautiful! Zoe has been begging me to take her for ages."

The conversation continued on for a long while before Tyler poked me and asked, "Do you want to come to my hotel room and eat dinner with me. I hate being alone and I love your company." I blushed and nodded. Zoe silently squealed and jumped up and down. "You two would be a perfect couple!" She squealed. We both blushed before Tyler interrupted. "He is straight." My face fell and I looked at the ground.

Tyler said goodbye to Zoe and Alfie. I stared at the ground as we walked together to the front doors. Tyler called a taxi and it pulled up infront of us minutes later. He opened the door for me and I sat down on the leather seat. A couple of seconds later Tyler joined me in the backseat and started reciting the hotel address to the driver. While we were driving Tyler placed his hand on my thigh and my body went tense.

"Are you okay? You don't look too good," Concern was sketched all over his face. "I'm fine," I lied. He didn't seem like he believed me but he let the subject go. We arrived to the hotel and he grabbed my wrist and led me to his room. The door swung open and he pulled me onto his lounge. He sat next to me and stared at me firmly. 

"Ok, spill it." My eyes widened and my head snapped up to look at him in his eyes. "W-what do you mean?" He looked frustrated. "You know exactly what I mean, Now spill." I sighed and looked back at the floor.

I've got to tell him. No I don't. I've only ever told my family and my two best friends back in Australia. I can't tell him, i'm not ready. But I can't just not tell him. Even though i've known him for only 1 day I feel like we are already best friends, and I trust him. 

He stared at me expectantly. "Hurry up!" He groaned. Here I go, i'm gonna do it. On three ready? 1...2...3! Oh come on, why didn't I do it?! But what if i tell him and he thinks I have a crush on him? I shouldn't tell him anyway. I hardly know him. I have to tell him though, he is waiting for an answer. Ok, one more time ready? 1...2...3!

"I'm gay."

Author's notes:

Sorry i took so long to update. I've been busy with my family. It's finally school holidays and nearly christmas! yay! I live for Christmas! Sorry about the cliff hanger but it had to happen. byee <3

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