Smile with your teeth, it's cute! (Troyler fanfic)

Chapter 18

TROYE'S P.O.V

*Three months later*

I miss Tyler so much. We have been skyping nearly everyday but it still isn't the same. With time zones and events it feels like sometimes Tyler and I just can't find time to talk to each other. Everytime I tell my mum I want to go to L.A she says no because she wants to have 'quality mother and son time' which never ends up happening. My birthday is in 3 days and my birthday wish is to go and see Tyler.

Even if I can't see Tyler for my birthday, the next I will see Tyler is Vidcon but that is 26 days away. That's too long for my body to handle. I just want to cuddle him and go places with him. I also want to be his boyfriend but lets be realistic. A beautiful, funny boy like Tyler would never date a skinny, ugly boy like me.

"Troye! Come eat your lunch!" My mother screams down the hall. "I'm not hungry!" I shout back. I don't really feel like eating at the moment, I just want to see Tyler. "You haven't been eating anything lately! Do you need to go see a doctor?" I hear mum's voice echo down the hall. "No!" I snap harshly. She doesn't say a word and I continue to think about Tyler.

Five minutes later I hear footsteps approaching my bedroom door. I sit up and run my fingers through my hair. I hear three soft knocks on my door. "Troye?" My mum says softly and sympathetically. She knows something is wrong and she will not rest until I tell her. "Come in," I say with no enthusiasm at all. The door slowly creeps open and my mum walks into the room. She sits on the end of my bed and stares at me. "Why are you acting so different ever since you got back from Playlist? You haven't been eating and you never leave your room except for bathroom breaks." She places her hand on my leg and waits for a reply.

What do I say? Should I just be honest? Should I just tell her to leave me alone? I don't even know anymore. There was an uncomfortable silence in the room. It was nothing like the nice, comfortable silences I share with Tyler. Oh my god! I need to stop thinking about him! I really wish I could. "Troye?" Mum's voice now filled with concern rang through my head. "Huh? Yeah," I could hardly get the words out. Millions of thoughts were running through my head. I have absolutely no idea what i'm going to say.

"Honey, you know you can tell me anything," She looked at me straight in the eyes. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. What do I say? Can somebody please tell me?! "Is this about that boy you met? What is his name, Tyler?" Why am I so obsessed with Tyler anyway? If he knew I was acting like this he would probably be really creeped out. My eyes dart to the floor and she hugs me. I'm so glad I have a mother like her. She knows when something is wrong and she knows exactly how to comfort me.

Mum let go and sat down next to me. She grabbed my hands and gave them a little squeeze. "Do you really like Tyler?" I nodded my head. She started rubbing circles into my back. "Don't worry sweetie. I'm sure you will see him soon," She reassured me before standing up and walking out of my room. She quietly closed the door behind her. 

I decide I should actually do something today. I get up and realise I haven't filmed a video for a long while. I set up my tripod and microphone then press record. "Hi, my name is Troye sivan." I smiled and waved to the camera. "I'm sorry I haven't been posting any videos lately. Please forgive me! Today I want to talk to you guys about love." I started ranting about love and things related to love. While i'm in the middle of filming, Sage opens my bedroom door. 

I stop talking to the camera and look at Sage. "Mum said you are having boy problems," She stated. "And i'm here to help." She smiled at me and leaned against my door frame. "Umm, thanks but I am kind of filming at the moment." I motioned towards the camera that was still recording. She nods and whispers, "I'll be back."

I sigh but continue to rant. "Alright guys, thanks for listening. Don't forget to like this video and subscribe. I love you all." I winked and started lifting my hands. "Byyyeee!" I covered the camera lens with my hands and stopped recording. As soon as I had finished recording I took out the memory card and inserted it into my computer. I may as well start editing, i've got nothing else to do. 

It was now 6pm and I had nearly finished editing. I jumped slightly when Sage barged into the room. "Tell me everything," She said sternly. She crossed her arms and stood there. "It's nothing important, don't worry." She obviously didn't like that answer. "Tell. Me," She gave me the death stare and started tapping her foot on the ground. She won't leave until I tell her. "I met a boy at Playlist Live. We bumped into each other and instantly became friends. We would sleep in each others hotel room and it wasn't weird or anything. He took care of me and I took care of him, we were like the bestest friends. We even slept in the same bed and practically never left each other's side. One night while he was drunk, he was dared to kiss the hottest guy in the room and he kissed me. He was perfect. And he is gay," I explained to Sage.

"He sounds amazing. What's his name?" 

"Tyler Oakley." Her mouth drops open. "You're kidding right? You kissed Tyler Oakley?" She started jumping up and down. "He is one of the best YouTubers ever," She squealed. "You guys should date. Did he flirt with you?" She now looked alot more interested. "He called my butt cute." She squealed even more. "Oh my gosh! I want to guys to date so bad! You got to win his heart over." I was about to say something then Tyde walked into my room. 

"It's dinner time," He told us both then walked away.

Author's notes:

Sorry. I haven't uploaded in a long while. I'm vv sorry. Every chapter I aim to have at least 1000 words, sometimes it's hard. Especially for this chapter. I didn't really know what to do with Troye, but I managed to come up with something so it's ok. Don't forget to leave feedback and vote and stuff. Maybe even follow me? School started back for me 2 days ago. I was put in probably the worst classes ever. I'm literally such a loner. None of my friends were put in any of my classes and I'm really bad at making friends. 

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