FREE FLYING HEARTS -- A collection of short stories from Tonig73

~~~ Another Interlude ~~~

                                                ^^^^^  Alex  ^^^^^

Warning  --  bxb

Laurent was falling for Larry, he was sure of it.  Nothing, and no one made him feel the way Larry did, and so he assumed, rightly or wrongly, what he was feeling had  to be love, right ?  He'd never had a precedent to measure his feelings against, except Elise, which was a different kind of love entirely.  Even though he had let Larry know how he felt, his answer, if one was forthcoming, was just another soft, tender kiss.  Did Larry feel the same ?

So, he kinda knew that Larry might be on board with the physical side of stuff eventually, he just didn't know about the emotional side of things yet.  And he didn't want to push the physical with Larry either, knowing that would for sure, just scare the bejesus out of him.  But unlike the consummate, wily lawyer he had the reputation for being, Laurent knew he had shown his hand way too early, he couldn't help it.  Big mistake.  Huge.  Professionally at least.  But this, now ?  With Larry ?  Shit, he was confused, and Laurent was never confused.  

But, being the tactile, sensual, sexual man he was, Laurent took particular trouble in reigning in his sexual urges.  He masturbated nearly every night, especially now that Larry was around to feed his fantasies as he lay in his bed at night, or clawed at the shower tile.  He was surprised he needed to see Alex so infrequently as he had, he could've shoved his dick up that particular ass on a much more frequent basis, and Alex would have begged for more.  That was the problem though, Alex would only have wanted more, expected more.  And Laurent didn't feel much for Alex other than a physical urge, a need.  He wasn't even that great a fuck, he was just .... available ..... convenient .... intriguing.  Recently, Laurent had even entertained a couple of the whores he had yelled at Larry about being able to afford.  One, a female, a dominatrix.  Laurent was usually always the dom, and it was a humbling and refreshing change to be humiliated, literally, into submission.  The way his learned colleagues and their clients must have felt every time he beat their asses in court.  It was an interesting perspective on sex, and he never would have thought he would have enjoyed such a varied and interesting sex life.  

But another distraction that Laurent was equally as entranced by, he'd been seeing recently too.  A transgender woman, pre op.  When she and Laurent met up, she would look absolutely stunning.  As tall as Laurent and as slender, the same build, only with a dick, just like Laurent, only all wrapped up in a fabulously chic and sophisticated form.  And Laurent treated her like a lady in the bedroom, and they only ever had sex in the bedroom.  An intimate and romantic dinner from room service in a luxury suite of an expensive hotel.  Foreplay that lasted for hours it seemed, he enjoyed being the gentleman with her.  He was gentle and tender, caring and considerate, the complete opposite of what he was when he was with Alex.  And she was sweet and gentle with him too.  She cooed at him, whispered sweet and not so sweet things in his ear, her fingertips like feathers as they touched his skin.  She made Laurent feel like a man.  And she had exactly the same demeanour as Larry.  Very telling.  

So, all is well and good in the bedroom physically then.  But connection ?  An intimate body, mind, heart and soul connection, expressed physically ?  Making love, and not just having sex.  That just eluded Laurent entirely.  And he so wanted that to change.  And with Larry, he believed it would.  

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Laurent's head was thrust back into his pillow, eyes tightly shut, sweating like a stuck pig and squealing almost as loudly.  His long fingers were grappling at Alex's waist as he rode him into the sunset, bouncing up and down on Laurent's dick, Laurent's hip thrusts meeting him more than half way, hard and fast.  Heaven, this was heaven, the thought flashed across Laurent's mind as he ground up hard one last time into Alex's body, pulling him down hard onto himself, stilling them both, grunting.  His hips and ass were completely off the bed, taking all of the boy's weight on his dick and his shoulders.  Alex's white hot mess landed in spurts on Laurent's chest and abs, as he slumped down on to Laurent's chest, making a mess of himself too.