Everything Happens For a Reason (Bradley Simpson)

Ill stand by you

We just left from the doctors office. I made Caitlin drive home because I was still freaked out that I was having twins...
"Caitlin I'm so scared what if it's too much for him to handle what if he really is gonna leave me" I started to cry
"Syd but what if it makes him just want to be with u even more what if it brings yall closer y'all have to think of the good what ifs too Syd..."
"I know but I'm scared out of my mind I don't even know if I'm gonna be able to handle two kids and especially if he decides to leave me. I don't know....I'm just gonna go lie down for a little bit and cool off.. I'll just text you later." I walk to the door,I walk up stairs and fall asleep for a couple hours.
When I wake up a few hours later I walked down stairs to see if Brad was home yet, come to find out he was. In fact he has been home for a while now just watching tv and eating on the couch. Didn't even once come upstairs not even curious to see if the baby was a girl or a boy. To check on me. I was so pissed at him. I just wanted to scream at him and ask him what the hell was he doing, but I kept my cool well at least I tried too. I stood I front of me with my arms crossed.
"Really!?" I looked at him
"what?" He told me with a blank face.
"Your not wanting to ask me a question about how today went or maybe what the sex of OUR baby is!!!?" I yelled at him "Nope I don't anything to ask." he turned back to the TV.
"You're such a dick" I say rolling my eyes, starting. He could tell I was upset
So he got up and started to talk
"Sydney I do wanna know the sex of our baby I love both of you but you know what, the baby isn't center of the world I can't focus on it 24/7 ok! I have to focus on my career too which u don't seem to care about at all."
Wow, the baby wasn't that important to him
"Brad I'm sorry u know what I really am,but I'm just as stressed as you are!! I support you're career, but you know I've been a little busy tryin to get every things done before the twins arrive!!! And I just feel lik-"
I got cut off by Brad
"Wait what?" I look at him confused "we are having twins?" He asks me
I bite my lip "Yes we are Bradley. Maybe if you were there you would have known that." I walk up stairs in tears yelling leaving him there
"Feel free to sleep on the couch tonight" I yell, then I hear the front door slam.
I start crying even more, laying in bed. I tried not to worry about him to much. He's probably just freaked out. Everything will be okay I kept telling my self. I eventually fell asleep...well cried myself to sleep.
Brads POV
I was so mad at Sydney I couldn't believe how she was acting towards me. ALSO...I don't know how the hell I'm gonna take care of two kids, while balancing my career at the same time. This is not how I planned my life to be at only 20... But I do love Sydney... And our kids.. I wasn't just gonna give up.
I walk to Tristan's house my eyes teary. I was not in a state to drive.
I knock on his door and he answers,
Smiling then frowns.
"Dude what's wrong ?"
"Syd is having twins." I say not even looking him in the eyes.. I push past him and walk into the living room, I fall back on the couch with a blank look on my face.
"Oh... Wow..." He says sitting opposite of me.
"I don't know what I'm gonna do" I reply with my head in my hands.
"Brad there is nothing you can do but be there for each other through out the whole thing. All you both can do is try your best. Because when these kids come they are gonna be the ones that come first in every situation. And 2nd of all what the fuck are you doing here acting like a baby!! You're a man! Sydney needs you right now. She's just as freaked out as you are!! Put your big boy pants on and act like a man go but her some flowers cook her breakfast and be there for her. Women love that shit!" Tristan says smiling.
"Your right thanks mate"I say patting his back.
I went and got Syd the flowers and a card. I got home and she was in bed asleep. I slept on the couch where she asked me to. When I woke up that morning I put all the food I cooked for her on the table, I brought the flowers up with me. I creeped up the stairs and went into our bedroom. I smiled when I saw her. She was gorgeous, even being almost 6 months pregnant. I know I wouldn't want my life any other way.
I laid next to her, I moved some hair out of her face and kissed her cheek. "Syd..." I whispered
Her eyes flutter open and she almost looks so innocent but then when she sees me she scowls .
"What Brad"
I sigh and look down then back up. "I'm sorry about everything I know that your under a lot of stress carrying the baby- well babies..but I'm under a lot of stress too ok....and I'm here for you when ever you need me but I need you to be there for me too ok baby?... It's just hard trying to make Joe happy and the guys happy and you happy!! You are the most important thing in my life.. I just get scared cause I mean the band is what helps make money and provide for us... And I love doing it, it's my dream... But so are you and our family... I wouldn't want anything else in this world.. I'm so sorry.. I deserved everything you said to me." I say stroking her cheek.
She looks at me with big eyes and starts to smile slightly.
"Okay.......I'm sorry too I was a little harsh.. I just got scared because I thought you didn't care about me anymore. Or the babies and I guess we took it out on each other...I don't want you to ever let down your dream for me. I was selfish and I'm sorry okay." She says grabbing my hand. With the other I pull the flowers out from behind me, causing a slight smile to form.
"I love you and I'm sorry" I tell her
She smirks and smiles taking them..
"I love you too..." she replied putting them beside her.
"I'm sorry I'm pregnant and hormonal.." She laughs
I smile and lay beside her putting my hands on her stomach. I look up at her.
"So what are the genders..?"I ask
She smiled wide, I'm guessing really excited.
"We are having one boy and one girl" she says proudly.
I smile at the thought... I'm getting the best of both worlds.... One little boy and a princess!! I couldn't be happier.
I smile wide at her
"A mini Brad and a mini Syd" I smile and kiss her.
"I hope they get your hair.... You have such great hair!" she says and laughs running her fingers through it. I laughed and we spent the rest of the day talking about names, and frequent conversations between me and her stomach. I was the happiest man alive right now.... I knew this would be a struggle having twins at only 20 years old...but there was an explanation for everything.. We were given these babies for a reason. And we have each other by our sides and great friends to help us through it!