Everything Happens For a Reason (Bradley Simpson)

Shocker

We finally arrived in New York and I was so excited to show the boys the girls and My hometown. We got off the plane and we went to baggage claim and got our cases and went off to wait for the taxis Joe had called when we landed. It was pretty late so I texted my dad to tell him we made it and would I would be around tomorrow night after the show.
We got in the car and the boys were mesmerized by the scene.
"This place is beautiful!" Brad says. I smile and nod
"I love it here!" I sigh and smile out the window. I had began to feel better. It was just nerves as I presumed.
The rest of the ride to the hotel was filled with me and the girls explaining to the guys about everything here and what specific things were as we passed them.
Soon we arrived to the hotel. I grabbed my two suitcases and wheeled them in behind the other three girls. The boys scoffed an laughed behind us. They all had only one suitcase and here we were with two ginormous ones. But us girls have our needs.
We checked into the hotel, we booked three connecting rooms. One for the girls, boys, and then Dean, Joe, and Finn. We took the elevator up to our floor. It was so elegant in here. I felt like a very important person.
We walked into our rooms and I was completely blown away. There was a huge living room area looking out onto the beautiful New York skyline, and two bedrooms with double beds. And the bathroom.... Oh lord the bathroom was just pure perfection... we set our stuff on the floor and ran into the guys room,
"These rooms are amazing!!" I smile laying on brads bed where he was getting some stuff out his suitcase.
He laughs "Yes it's so fancy!" He says taking a sip of water with his pinky up,
We all laugh at his action.
"I don't know about you boys. But I'm extremely nervous for tomorrow!" James says holding Jessica in his arms in the arm chair.
"I think we'll be fine... It's not like we haven't performed before." Tristan shrugs sitting on the opposite bed I sat on.
I nod "you guys are gonna smash it!"
Caitlin smiles fist pumping in the air.
Macy laughs "Yes! You're gonna gain more fans than you already do!!" She says enthusiastically.
"You girls know how to calm nerves down!" Brad says jumping beside me wrapping his arms around me. I smile and grab his hand holding it as we all talk together.
Joe came in the room a little while later suggesting we all go to sleep knowing it was gonna be a long day tomorrow, and we were all jet legged. I kissed Brad goodnight and walked to the door connecting our rooms. I change into brads shirt and a pair of spandex getting into the bed beside Caitlin. Jessica and Macy in the next room in
Our suite. I plug my phone in and turn the lap off.
"Goodnight Cait." I say sighing
"Night Syd." She says half asleep already. I laugh and my phone buzzes.
I laugh as it's from Brad.
From Brad❤️: miss you already you perfect human! I love you.!😍👽
I laugh and text him back
To Brad❤️: I love you and miss you more!!😘 goodnight.
I lock my phone and drift to sleep.
It didn't seem like much longer and I feel something come up my throat. I widen my eyes and run to the bathroom. I throw up into the toilet. What the hell was going on? Why am
I feeling so sick all of a sudden this week. A few seconds later a sleepy Caitlin walks in .
"Sydney are you okay.?" She asks frantically holding my hair.
I shake my head "I don't know what's wrong!" I say honestly catching my breath before puking again. She rubs my back for support and hands me a towel. I walk to the sink and wash my face and brush my teeth turning back to her.
"What time is it?" I ask running my hands over my face.
"7:03"
She replies after looking at her phone. I sigh.
"I'm sorry I woke you up." I say walking back to the room sitting on the bed.
"It's fine!! I was worried when I heard you gag... should I get Brad..?"
She asks pointing to the door. I quickly shake my head
"No I don't wanna stress him out before the show tonight" I say looking at my hands.
She nods "what do you thinks wrong she asks.
I shake my head "I don't know honestly. For the past two days or so I've had really bad headaches when I wake up. And felt nauseous.. It would go away after a while.. It's weird. But this is the first time I've actually thrown up!" I say looking at her.
I study her face and then her eyes widen .
"What??" I say worriedly
She just looks at me with wide eyes then finally speaks
"Have you and Brad had sex yet..?"
She asks in a low voice.
I blush feeling embarrassed
"Caitlin!" I say scolding her for asking a personal question..
"Answer me!" She whisper yells.
"Yes!! We have!! We had our first time together on our one year anniversary. " i say looking down embarrassed.
She widens her eyes even more.
"Which was last week right?"
She asks.
I nod slowly not following.. Then suddenly it hits me.
"Oh my god..."
I say covering my mouth with my hands.
She looks at me with a look of worry on her face..
"Do you get what I mean now..." She asks me.
I just nod and run my fingers Through my hair.
"Caitlin what the hell do I do??" I ask frantically getting up. And frowning as the pain hasn't gone completely away yet in my stomach.
She stands up and grabs my arms
"Sydney.. Chill out for a minute okay..."
She says calming me down.
"I will go and get a test right now before the boys get up and we can go from there okay?..." She asks rubbing my shoulder. I nod and bite my lip.
This could not be happening. I was barley 19... What would Brad think... I could possibly be carrying his child... Stop stressing you don't even know yet.... I try calming myself down. Caitlin walks out the door with her purse going to the nearest pharmacy. I sit and bed and stare at the wall thinking all the outcomes of this.
What seemed like forever later Caitlin quietly came in the room with a white plastic bag and locked our door.
She came over to me and ushered me into the bathroom.
I start crying
"Caitlin I can't do this!" I sob into her shoulder. She sighs and rubs my back.
"You've got to get this over with okay?" She asks handing me the box.
I stare down at it and slowly nod. She was right I need to get this over with. She leaves me alone to do my business and waits out the door.
I take the test out the box and stare at it for a few minutes and finally decide to take it.
I come out the bathroom and sit on the bed next to Caitlin.
"And now we wait" she says setting a timer for 5 minutes, rubbing my back trying to comfort me.
We don't say anything for the next five minutes.. The timer buzzes and she quickly turns it off turning to me...
"It's time." She says quietly.
I sigh and look at the bathroom door.. This is the breaking moment.. This next moment could change my life forever. I slowly stand up and walk into the bathroom. I walk over and stand in front of the sink. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, picking up the stick in my hands ...this is it...I sigh and open them. I find my self face to face with two lines. I feel tears weld up in my eyes.. I can't find a feeling inside me.. I walk to the door with the test in my hands. I look at Caitlin and her facial expression softens.
"Syd.." She starts standing up.
My lip quivers and tears fall down my face.
"I'm pregnant.." I whisper before completely loosing it.