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thirteen

give me ideas or predictions for this lol I need help

I stood in my office looking out the window at the city as the sunset

today was okay I guess

I had later appointments since I was not feeling motivated earlier this morning

I mean it was only like 8 in the evening

I haven't been feeling happy recently

like i'm struggling with self image and shit like that

(true true)

today is billie and i's one month

"lyr"

I heard before feeling hands around my waist

I turned my face to see billie as I smiled and turned in her arms wrapping my arms around her neck as I pressed my lips to hers

she solves all of my problems

(true statement)

she tightened her grip on me tilting her head slightly as she licked my bottom lip asking for entrance as I gladly accepted

her tongue explored my mouth

she slides one hand down squeezing my ass through my jeans lightly

we both pulled away for air

"happy one month baby"

she smiled

"happy one month"

I said back to her as I pecked her lips again

"you ok bub"

she asked as we both looked out the giant window and she held me from behind

I sigh

"yeah....just struggling a bit...shit at home is rough right now"

I told her as I leaned back into her

"whats goin on my love"

she asked

"Ashtyn just isn't....accepting of us dating and is telling me I need therapy and shit"

I rolled my eyes

"well...do you think you do"

she asked

I shook my head

"no I wanna be with you and I'm not crazy like she thinks I am....i'm happy with you"

I told her as she kissed the back of my head

"I appreciate you so so much"

she told me as I smiled

"as for ash...I'll try and prove to her I've changed"

she said as I leaned my head back puckering my lips as she kissed me

"maybe I should go to the therapy because maybe it will help me and ash get along"

I told her

"my therapist going to therapy"

she asked

"that sounds weird"

she confessed as I giggled

"but you do whatever feels right my love...even if that means we end things"

she continued

"but this feels right....you feel right so stay a sec"

I told her

"but this feels right so stay a sec"

she repeated as I looked at her confused

"do you have paper"

she asked as I grabbed a piece

she wrote down what I said

I watched her

"I uhh. i've been writing a song about you and what you said would be a good lyric"

she said as she looked up at me blushing lightly

"you write baby"

I asked

"I picked it up while I was in here"
she confessed

"you'll have to show me sometime"

I said kissing her shoulder

"I would like that"

she smiled

she folded the paper putting it into her pocket as she sat on the couch pulling me on top of her

yes I teach billie stuff still like coping skills and we talk about a lot of stuff but we also spend time as a couple by cuddling maybe making out once in a while but I still have to do my job you know

I kissed her neck lightly as she laid back and we just enjoyed each others embrace for today

"you're so perfect"

she mumbled lightly with her eyes closed

"that's you b"

I told her as she giggled lightly

"we're gonna be okay right"

she asked

"of course baby....one month down and many more to go"

I told her smiling

another little filler chapter