INMATE

fourteen

i looked out the window silently

Ashtyn was taking me to therapy because 'i desperately need it'

it's whatever...maybe i just plan a fake break up with billie and then problem solved

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i sat in the room

this is weird as fuck normally i'm the therapist

"so whats been going on"

the lady asked

"she's in a new relationship with an inmate that she works with"

Ashtyn said as i rolled my eyes

"how long is new"

the lady asked

"one month"

i said

"so you said works with what do you do"

she asked

"im a therapist for people badly struggling"

i told her

"do you think leaving your job will help loose feelings"

she asked as i laughed

"i'm not leaving my job...and im not leaving my girlfriend"

i said

"you nee-"

ash started

"no i need to get rid of you bitch the fuck.....don't sit here and talk shit about my relationship...you're with someone who has a past of cheating and abusing women but i don't talk shit about you"

i said angry

"he's changed since then"

she said

"people like him don't change Ashtyn"

i said mocking her from a while ago

she looked at me angrily as i shrugged

"ladies i think-"

she started

"im a therapist myself and i think you need to have all your shit out of the house by tomorrow night and since i bought you Gucci he's staying with me and he can be Billie's"

i said as i got up and walked out of the room

this bitch really thinks i wont do shit about her fucking attitude

no one is gonna talk down on someone i deeply like

shes fully judging someone due to their past and what was written on paper rather then getting to know them

i don't like her boyfriend at all but i got to know him and gave him a chance before sticking to it

I walked down the stairs and out the door as she grabbed my arm

"are you serious right now you're gonna kick me out over a girl"

she asked

I scoffed

"bitch can you hear okay....that's what I said is it not"

I asked as she shoved me

I bit my lip

don't do it think happy thoughts

"she's not worth it"

she said

don't do it

"you're wasting time"

she said

the sound of waves you like the beach lyric

"she's fucking pathetic and she deserves to fucking die"

she said

oh fuck this

I turned around punching her right in the face and I didn't stop

she got one good hit to my eye but that's it

I felt myself get pulled away

"don't ever fucking talk about my girlfriend like that"

I yelled at her as someone helped her inside

they let me go and I walked past them walking home

I planned on throwing her shit in a bag and tossing it off the porch

hey that's being nice okay...im giving her the damn bag

you know in that moment I could see why billie choked out her friends

I mean I kinda wanted to as well but im not trying to spend my life in prison

my phone rang and it was ashtyn so I ignored it

I walked downstairs and grabbed an ice pack before I sat on the couch deciding to watch tv for a while

I've got a black eye but it isn't that bad

it'll be okay

in a couple weeks they decided to release billie with probation and some other shit

they couldn't find anyone willing to have billie stay with them so of course I said I would

im not gonna tell her she's getting released I want her to find out the day of

I cant wait for that

we can finally sleep together and be in each others embrace all the time

being able to kiss and make love is something im excited for

im so gay

i'll redo Ashtyn's room and turn it into an office and the extra room downstairs that was my office I could turn into a little music studio

the cats walked over meowing adorably

"hi babies"

I smiled as I pick them up

"you guys are the cutest things in the world"

I giggled as Gucci curled up on my chest and louis right beside my head

things are changing now and its a lot

but with change comes good things....and bad ones

but I had a feeling this was gonna be good

I decided to pull out my phone and look at pinterest ideas for stuff

for ideas of what to do

this next week is gonna be so good

or will it

im trying to get chapters to as long as they normally are but my brain is like half dead lmao