INMATE

eighteen

I woke up to moving around the room as i lightly opened my eyes seeing billie change into pajamas 

watching her take off her shirt and her sports bra to change into a plain tank

she hummed lightly to a song as she brushed out her hair looking herself in the mirror 

she then brushed her teeth 

she huffed quietly as the cat walked over she smiled lightly petting the kitten 

she walked back toward me as i closed my eyes acting as if i've been asleep still this whole time

she came over and kissed my head 

i heard shuffling before i heard the door open 

where is she going 

i heard her walk downstairs and then the tv turn on down in the living room 

i guess she's staying down there for a bit before bed

i turned trying to fall asleep but i couldn't 

i looked through my phone and tried listening to my music 

i sat up rubbing my eyes as i got out of bed

i walked downstairs seeing billie look up at me for a split second before looking at the tv again

"are you coming up soon"

i asked half asleep

"no"

she said 

"okay when are you"

i asked 

"i don't wanna sleep with you"

she told me

i just looked at her as my heart broke

she looked at me with no emotion whatsoever 

we both stayed quiet for a bit as i just stood on the stairs 

"oh....okay"

i mumbled heading back upstairs

what is up with her 

i don't understand 

i haven't done anything 

i opened the bedroom door 

i laid back in bed and stared at the ceiling wanting to cry

i curled into a ball 

things couldn't get worse for me i swear 

i swore i was happier than ever but now i don't know

i wanted to scream

punch something

maybe even drown 

i felt too many things at once 

i just wanted everything to stop 

Billie's in a mood for some reason

everything was fine this morning but after getting my tattoo everything went down hill

i didn't get it

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i woke up again dreadfully as i sat up rubbing my eyes 

i have work today so bil has to stay with fin and claudia until i get off 

i got up and walked to my bathroom looking myself in the mirror

fuck i look horrible 

i walked to my shower and was about to turn it on as my phone rang 

i walked over looking at the caller id

"hello"

i asked

"wait wait huh"

i asked confused

"why are you letting me go"

i said puzzled

"what the... no i'm not with a client"

i rubbed my eyes

"what proof do you have that i am"

i asked 

i noticed billie through the mirror walk in 

"fine let me go i don't care"

i hung up throwing my phone sighing angrily

"you told them....we get in one little petty whatever the fuck this is and you told them"

i asked turning towards billie

"did what"

she asked laughing 

i laughed back mocking her

"got me fired from my job"

i said

"why would i fucking do that"

she asked

"you've been so cold to me out of no where...this is really what you do to me after everything i did for you....im letting you fucking live here"

i let my hands hit my side

"i didn't do anything to get you fired but you wanna tell me why you've been cheating on me"

she asked

"what the fuck do you mean i haven't cheated on you at all"

i said as she rolled her eyes 

"you know i cant believe i let myself fall for you"

she said 

"what the fuck billie"

i yelled angry

"you heard me....id rather be in jail than be with you"

she said walking out of my room 

"fine then i'll take you back"

i yelled 

"go ahead i don't care"

she yelled from downstairs