INMATE

twenty three

sorry ive been gone...school's been hard and ive been trapped mentally 

Billie's pov

i watched ashtyn leave before i headed upstairs and knocked on the door 

"lyric....baby open the door love"

i asked her softly but got no response 

i sighed 

maybe i was a shitty girlfriend but i didn't know how to help her

i dont know how to help anyone and i cant help but blame myself

if she never met me she wouldn't be fighting with Ashtyn or so fucked up in the head right now 

i opened the door as i saw her facing the wall laying in bed 

i walked to the bed and sat next to her but she only moved away 

i frowned

im not trying to play victim i'm just struggling with my own head and feel like the one to blame for all this 

i got up and walked back towards the door 

i looked at her once more before i shut the door softly and walked out 

Lyric's pov

I listen as the door shuts and i sigh

i hate myself 

why would i try and kill someone like that it's not who i am or i dont think so at least

It's been an hour since billie left the room and i feel.....well i dont know how i feel 

i guess i should just get sleep and maybe tomorrow would be better

timeskip

I wake up as the sun hits my face i squint my eyes and roll over lifting my arm but only hitting the bed

i sit up and rub my eyes to notice billie's not here

she came in late last night and she held me closer than ever

maybe she's downstairs 

i get up and look at myself in the mirror slightly fixing myself up as i smile lightly to myself

"today is gonna be a good day"

i tell myself 

something in my stomach twists as i look at myself in the mirror

maybe i should eat something 

i walk downstairs and its as if everything moves in slow motion around me 

i ignore it and continue down the hall 

i look at the pictures around the house of fin and b when they were younger 

i make my way to the stairs before i carefully start walking down feeling the cold wood tile hit my feet and the cool air across my skin 

i scroll through social media on my phone as i walk towards the kitchen hearing talking 

"morning ba-"

i stop as i look up and see finneas and claudia 

"oh hey sorry i thought you were billie"

i smiled laughing lightly but the air is thick 

"speaking of where is she"

i ask looking at them again

they look at each other before roughly swallowing 

claudia pulls something out of her pocket and hands it to me nervously

i look at her as i grab the piece of paper and slowly unfold it

all i can hear is my heart pounding inside my chest as i read the letter

the end

hey you made it to the end

there will be a sequel but idk how often ill be on to update it so hang in there with me 

but give me your predictions