Sal POV TW SELF HARM AND ABUSE
I come home and he's not there. He left me-he had a right. I was a dick. I went to bed with Travis on my brain. My bed smelled like him. His sweet cologne. I fell asleep. I woke 5 minutes before my alarm. I shut it off and went to the bathroom to brush my hair and teeth.I might keep my hair down today not sure.Time skip to school (sorry I'm fuckin lazy)
I walk to my locker half my friends got sick over the weekend so they aren't here, only Larry is. "Hey sally dude!" " hey Larry." "what's wrong dude? Bad hangover?" No but my head was hurting-and so was my heart." Nah bro I'm good." " If you say so bro." He walks away to his locker. I see Travis. He walks to me."hey Freak!" " what? " you heard me. Freak." He said that slowly like I couldn't understand." Travis stop acting tough-you we're at my place crying less th-" he punched me really hard. " shut the fuck up you homo!" I start to cry. " fuck you. You tried to KISS ME 8 hours ago! And now ur acting like a jackass! You are a monster from hell. Leave me alone" I ran into the bathroom with tears rushing out of me. My prosthetic broke cause me punched me so hard. A few of my scars opened and started bleeding. I meant every word I said to him.
"I would never hurt you Sal."
That was such bullshit.
"I would never hurt you Sal"
Lies
I would never hurt you Sal"
FUCKING LIAR
I grabbed my wrist and started pinching myself.
I didn't want to
I just did
I started to bleed. " fuck." I say. I take off my prosthetic and roll up my sleeves- I wash my face- or what's left- and my wrist-i put towels on my wrist and left the bathroom. I left school. I couldn't be there.Travis POV
Why did I do that. I left school right after. I couldn't handle it. I went to the park. I felt safe there I texted Sal.
✝️Travis: hey Sal I'm so sorry
✨sally face : shut up go away
✝️Travis: please I'm so sorry.
✨sally face: I will block you. Don't test me- you made my scars open you fucking monster.
✝️Travis: how can I fix this.
✨sally face: by leaving me the fuck alone..!
✝️Travis: ok I will. Good bye sally face.
✨sally face : good fucking riddance.
Sal POV.
I was finally home. Travis texted me. I hate him. No I don't. I don't hate him. But he is a fucking asshole. I think I have to go back to school. I'm already about to fail ughhh I'll go back.At school
We're in Ms packertons class and she's rambling on about some math shit. " ok class we will now be doing the partnering for the project!" PROJECT?! fuck..." Larry your with Ashley, Phillip your with chug- and sally your with Travis. " NO I CANT! " wait please I'll work by myself..!" I yell. " ah ah no buts. Now get to work you only have 1 week. " fuckkkk" I hear Travis groan. I sit next to him. " come to my place after school. I'm not happy about it but we have to so deal with it, and you call me any names and your out," I say firmly " yea got it" he mumbled. "Good." The bell rings finally schools over. Travis walks over to me " hey can I walk you home. I have some explaining to do." " yea u do and sure I don't care" he rambles on about how he's sorry and all that shit. I kinda forgive him. I know it's bad but I do." Travis. I forgive you. But I can't forget. So please don't play with my feelings or nothing like that." " I get it, I'll stay far away and I won't pester you." We walk home in silence. "Thanks trav. For uh walking me home. Now come on your supposed to sleep over for the project!" I grab his hand, then immediately let it go remembering what happened.
Travis POV
He took my hand-but he let go. That made me kinda sad. But I understood. When we got to his house it smelled like cigs and lavender-I loved it- " hey sooo do you have supplies..? Cause I don't..." I say nervously. " yea obvi heh. Now come sit we have work to do!" I sat next to him and we started to work. All I could do was stare at him. He was so fucking hot. Oh god what am I saying?! He doesn't like you Travis. Get over it. " hey trav you good..? You look ill" "yea yea I'm fine, can we finish this cause I'm bored and tired." I say annoyed " ok heh. And do you wanna stay over tonight..? I have an air mattress!" He wanted me to sleep over..? " uh sure I guess." I said, rubbing the back of my neck. " Oh yay heh. Wanna watch a movie?" "uh yea I guess. Let's watch the sandlot..?" I said nervously " oooh I love that movie! My dad took me to see it a year ago." " soo yes..?" "duh dummy." I didn't like being called dumb but I knew what he meant so I kept to myself. About 20 minutes into the movie Sal had fallen asleep. His head was on my shoulder. God I could smell his coconut shampoo, and his lavender skin. His mask was tilted due to sleeping. It was so fucking adorable. I pushed his hair out of his face and he woke up. " what the fuck are you doing." " Uhhh your h-hair was in your f-face." " whatever-I'll be in my room-and don't touch me please." " oh ok sorry I won't..." I felt like screaming. He rejected me-again. I cried myself to sleep.
Sal POV
I didn't want to shut Travis down. I'm just scared he'll hurt me. I cant live with that fear forever. I have to do something- ask him out. Kiss him- something. I don't know what yet. I think I'll probably just apologize. I'm not ready for anything else. I could hear him in the other room crying, it made me feel really bad-I'll wait till tomorrow.
Travis POV
I woke up at 10:21 am. Sal was asleep. I pet gizmo as he walked in front of the couch. I look at my phone and I see a text from Sal from about 8 hours ago. It says
" I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to be an asshole. I was just scared. I've been scared to say this but...I like you Travis. And i want to be with you- I didn't have the guts to say this in person so I'm sorry.I miss you every time your away from me. I just wish you felt the same..."
But I did. And why would...he... like someone like me. I was literally his bully for 3 years. God-" hey trav." He woke up. " sal!" I say. Running to him and hugging him " hey what's u-" I cut him off by lifting his mask and kissing him. He kisses me back. I was so happy. He was blushing like crazy and to be honest. So was I. We kissed for about 3 minutes before letting go. " I like you too sally face." I say. Nervously. " good." He says kissing me again.
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Pretty boi💙( a salvis love story)
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