A new hope max x reader

Im not that bad... ch.5

(Again drawing not mine 👌🏻)

I stand up making my way out the messhall I sighed as soon as I got out I know there's not a lot of campers here but it's enough to keep me on my toes.. I start to wonder around finding were everything is you have the messhall, activit area (can't remember what it's call T^T) the tents and the docks etc soon after the long walk around the camp I go back to the tent but I come to see all my stuff scattered around I stand there in shock for a minute before sighing and starting to pack it back I just thought a animal has been there or something... even tho everything was the same it was just my bag.. oh well I kinda just shrugged it off until I found some chocolate pudding I thought it was someone's so I just took one! I mean they have so many they won't mind me taking one? I think to myself hiding it into my bag I zip my bag up and put it under my bed before I sit on it listening to my music after a while I swear I hear some crying so I follow it wondering who it is and find max to his knees to his chest hiding his face I gasped not know how to confront him or just leave him to it... you think he sees you

~ Max's pov ~
My eyes start to fill with tears I'm such a fucking idiot I can never do anything right! But then I think I see some movement and a pink skirt.. I wipe my tears away "y-y/n..?" I say not knowing if it's her or not... I hear her stuttering "why the FUCK are you here!! If you couldn't tell I came here to be ALONE!" I snap at her a bit but then I just hide my head again trying to stop my tears... I-it's embarrassing seeing someone like her see me upset... I didn't want anyone to see me like this but there we are... shit.. I hear her pipe up "I-I'm sorry.. I.. I just heard you from afar and wonder what was wrong.. I-if you want you can tell me?" I just look at her with her honesty and kindness "is that just your fucking was of saying you want me to shut up?" I say with a bit of annoyance in my voice "W-what! N-no..?" He stutters ". . .stop it.. it's shit your not falling anyone with this 'kind' act!" I snap at her and just looks at me with curiosity "kind act? What do you mean?" She asks but before I could answer he cut me off "hey! Stop changing the subject! What's wrong?" At this point she was sat next to me looking over at me with her innocent (e/c) eyes waiting for a response "I-it's nothing! I'm fine.." I say dismissing her worry but she doesn't take my answer "well there obviously something wrong! Or else you wouldn't be crying out here alone.." her voice gets a bit protective "well someone wounding be as kind as you without some shit going on!" She looks at me with concern and a face of please don't go there "with a fucked Life like mine either are a shit mess like me or a happy fucking faker like you and David!!" I shout at her she's taken aback her face goes throw a bunch of different expressions each one making me feel ever more guilty she ended with a sad smile and alone eyes that I just couldn't stop looking at "I-I'm sorry I ask.. n-next time I'll just leave you alone... I-.." she looked like she wanted to say something but walked off... I hide my head gripping onto my hair tight enough that it starts to hurt 'why did I do that! Why did I say that?! All she wanted to do was help!! I'm such a dick.. I want to- I WANT TO STOP ACTING LIKE THIS!!! She's just another fucking person! Why should I care about her!

~ your pov ~

I walk away from max as I get closer to the tents I hear him sound like his going to cry again.. he might of shouted at me but maybe that helped him cool down?.. ugh I don't know.. I've been here for 2 days and I've already been shouted at.. but it's better then I would be with my dad...