A new hope max x reader

Alone once again ch.18

(Ahhhh! I'm so sorry for you and max arguing! I just wanted this to be a cute little fluff but then my mind went somewhere else and know your not frieeeEeEeeeEds! Don't worry! Everything will be better soon..! Maybe? <:3 bye bye my max loving beans for know...)

~ your pov ~
I walk away from max with tears in my eyes I someone to cry to I want someone to help me but there no one.. I want to turn back and help max but he's the reason I'm like this.. he's the one who started it... everything was so good this morning.. I get to the tent and cruel into bed and just cry after who knows how long I hear Nikki and Neil come in nikki was questioning max asking we're I was and Neil was trying to comfort max until nikki finds me here and runs up to me and hugs me "Y/N!!! WERE SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!!" I push her off of me and talk out of the tent not even looking at any of them max tries to talk but his voice was croaky but couldn't form a sentence I didn't give him time to even try and then Nikki ran after me "y/n? What happened? Why did max take you? Why are you two upset with each other..?" She asks worried "max won't tell us anything and even when he calms down enough to talk he either burst back into tears or completely shuts our questions down.. what happened to make him so upset?" she asks worried looking at you and looking back at the direction of the tent "I.. don't know what happened with him and David.. but he just got so angry-... with me for no-.. for no reason a-and then.." you try to say stoping yourself from crying and wiping away your tears but there was no use they kept on coming but i Reyes my best to continue "he seemed really angry.. so I though he was annoyed with me for talking with Neil.. a-and then for some reason he went on shouting at me.. about spending time with me.. a-and when we k-kisses and he's just really confused me.. I didn't know why he was so angry with me... but he was just sh-shouting and shouting at me.. and then h-he slapped me and I just.. couldn't take it anymore... so I shouted back..." I sob trying my best to tell her what happened she has worried and shock on her face "y/n! I'm so sorry! That must of been horrible" he says wrapping me into her embrace as I nodded "a-all I know.." she begins "is that he feel horrible about it.. when me and Neil found him he was crying covering his face and he was mumbling to himself about how much he regretted what he did.... He really.. really didn't mean it.. and he's really upset at what he di-" "and he should be!" I almost shout at her cutting her of "I knows how bad I have it at home! He knows I get shouted at almost everyday but my dad! So whatever happened to tick him off he can shove up his ass!" I say getting angrier by the second after a bit of me cried Neil come over to Nikki and whispers her something she gasps with an ':O' face and look at her then Neil "W-what..?" I question "I-I found out why max was so upset.." he stutters my face goes back to me dull expression not caring "I-I think you should ask him about it.." Nikki admits "what?! No why would I ask him after what he did to me.." they look at each other and Neil walks off awkwardly I mumble under my breath 'I don't ever want to see him again'

~ Max's pov (when Nikki and Neil find him)~
I was still crying on the floor grabbing on to my hoodie for dear life mumbling to myself saying how much I suck and how I should have just left her alone one I find her walking with David.. why I should of NEVER had the conversation with David
"Oh he- M-MAX?!" Nikki shrieks as she sees me "Max what happened?!" I couldn't get any words out as I shake me head "y-y/n.." Nikki and Neil then look at each other then back to me "what happened to her?! Is she okay?!" Neil as frantically I just shake my head again not being able to talk and more tears escaping my eyes "come on let's go back to the tent" Neil says helping me up as we go to the tent "do you think she went to the docks? That's were she goes when she want to be alone isn't it? Max! You know her best!" She says worried about y/n as I sob more grunting as she says that wanting to scream she then shrieks with joy at the sight of y/n "Y/N!! WERE SO WORRIED ABOUR YOU!!" She shouts giving her a hug but she just pushed her away and talk out the tent I really want to talk to het and say I'm sorry to I try to her a bit closer to her "y-y/n—" I try to talk but I couldn't say anything my voice was croaky from all my crying and that just made me feel even worse.. Nikki then goes after y/n as im still in the tent with Neil I then sit on my bed pulling my knees to my chest and crying Neil being the awkward cinnamon roll he is try's his best to comfort me but it didn't really work and once I calmed down a bit he ask me some questions but I just ignore them I till he asks what David asked me I stay quiet for a bit before speaking "my parents..." I start "there.. erm.. th-there putting m-me up for a-a-adoption.." I stutter out choking on my words he looks at me in shock "really?! Max that horrible! No wonder why you were go short tempered!" He ramble on saying how sorry he was for my but I couldn't stop thinking about how betrayed y/n look at me. My eyes start to tear up again.. "it doesn't matter anymore tho.." I mumble as he tilts his head "I shouldn't have gotten that angry with her.. it want her fault.. she was just worried about me.. a-and I was so horrible-" I cut myself off tears running down my cheek "I'll be right back!" Neil says running out of the tent to do who know what I was just left alone with my thoughts and start crying uncontrollably not wanting to be here anymore..