As you walk away from max hearing him cry you go back to Nikki and Neil helping them with that ever there doing
~ lil Time skip bc I'm kinda lazy! ~
It was dinner and you were in the messhall with max, Nikki and Neil you didn't bring up seeing Max because you didn't want him to feel upset or embarrassed so you just talked like nothing was wrong. After a while we got on the subject of what we would do when we were older and that's when max start to join in
"One thing in exited for when I'm older is to drink!" He saying with a smile on him face Neil looks at him with a finder to his chin "well.. that's not never good max if you drink too much you can get hurt." He says looking over at all of us "that's the idea" max admits "it's one of the best ways to kill your self in my opinion! Slowly and painful" he says sipping his coffee "I disagree with you there.." I say everyone looking at me with confused faces I continue "the most painful was to die is to live as long as you can.. you see all the people you've ever love die before you..life it's self is hell so it will only rain more fire and that's the most harmful way you can kill yourself.." I say not looking at there faced with my usual smile eating I then look up at there faces with pure shock and a little bit of horror "I had NO idea you would think like that!" Nikki admits "so your life IS fucked up!" Max says slamming his hands on the table moving forward to you a little I just look at them with confusion "what..? No,no! Everyone gets that thought every now and then right? And my life is fine max.." I answer max just mumbles sitting back down Neil is still looking at me with shock I ask if he's alright "your more messed up then I thought.." he stutters out I look at him with sad eyes and pout I bit "you think I'm messed up...?" I say in a sad and innocent voice he goes BRIGHT red "W-what?! N-no of course not! I-I mean I do a little after what you said.. b-but it isn't b-bad or anything!!" He blurted out I nod with small tears in my eyes "well I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to say anything wired.. I was just saying what Was on my mind.. I should remember to think before I speak.." I say I could tell Neil felt guilty about what he said now "d-don't worry about it Neil.. thanks for telling me" I say trying to make him feel better "no it's fine I didn't mean it as a bad think I just- I-I don't know.." He says scratch the back of his neck I just nod at him with a sweet smile "well! I'm finished and a bit tired I'm going to go back to the tent" I say getting up "oh, oh! I'm coming too!" Nikki says bouncing out of her seat walking with me
(Having a bit of trouble think of what to do next don't worry I will continue!!)
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A new hope max x reader
FanfictionNot saying much your dad sends you to a camp late and you becomes friends with everyone but a pacific blue hooded boy gets your attention the most
