A new hope max x reader

Trip down memeory lane ch. 30

(HAHA FINALLY!!! IM WRITING ANOTHER CHAPTER!! I HOPE YOU ENJOYYY!!)
You find yourself wondering down the road nothing seemed familiar and you had a feeling of someone watching you or some sort of pressure hanging over your head but you shuck it off and continued to walk you find your self at a train station and see class mates and some friend(s) go in you didn't want to go anywhere so you turned around to find your school instead of the path.. you didn't think to much of it and decided to go check it out the whole way to the school students were all coming out friends,class mates some people you've never met before and so on they made it really difficult to her there and when you did you remember that you never told anyone you went out and grabbed your phone.. but it was all broken.. probably from everyone pushing and shoving you.. you sighs and threw it on the ground walking back to the train station to try and get back but as you try too your almost run over multiple times from some cars that come out of no were 'what the hell is going on!?' You think to yourself  'I'm too tired for this I just want to go back-' you then snapped out of your thoughts as you see a narrow corridor (this is for Claustrophobic people and if your oc doesn't have claustrophobia then idk this never happens..)  your oddly attracted to it but your mine is screaming at you to run but your body has different plans and before you fight or fight instincts kick in your walking throw.. it's small and narrow it's made out of old wood and looks like it's about of fall apart what makes your breath unstable.. you have no clue why you went In here it's already small and just the thought of it collapsing freaks you out you try to calm yourself down but you just get really shaky and tears start to blur your vision as it gets smaller and smaller making you crawl you start feeling yourself freezing up not having a way back you want to turn around but your too scared to turn just in case you get stuck and your too scared it's all going to fall part of you crap backwards so the only option.. is to keep.. on.. going.. but you can't you collapse after one step your tears steaming down your check your feet then feel wet and you look at them seeing them in water.. you see it rising and go into full panic as your grapes in a small place with water rising your wondering how it is when there so many cracks and spits you find one big above you and gather all your strength to try and tip it open but it's hopeless your too weak and shaky you then find the walls coming in closer bringing the water with them you feel like scream.. you want help but what will that do your Trapped and you have to we're to go.. your alone as you wait for the water to splash you to take you away before the walls you close your eyes your then impacted with water then open your eyes as it's gone and look around seeing people.. lots and lots of people..and a tank full of water in front of you as you try to focus on what's in there.. but everyone laughing and smiling making too much noise.. you then see some..one or thing tired up in the tank as you gasp you notice it looks like you. you start to run over to the tank and go to put your hand on it to try and get yourself out there but as you do your looking in a mirror you take a few steps back in confusion and look behind you getting blinded by bright it's the same noice everyone laughing smiling shouting making some sort of noice as glass breaks people scream balloons popping you notice your at a part you stumble back as people surround you confusing you as 'you don't know any of them but talking to you like there your best friend.. there all around you you don't have anyone why are you here how are you here..?!' You start to hyperventilate being confused, scared, overwhelmed and everything else you walk backwards then still following and taking to you like nothing wrong you hit the wall behind you as you scream "STOP SHUT UP EVERYONE!!" As the glass on the mirror shatter as everyone starts looking at you with a smile.. no a mask they all go back to what there doing with out giving you a second glance you then look down at a piece of glass on the floor and see your also wearing a mask that says 'I'm fine don't worry' and remember you say that all the time when someone asks you what's wrong.. you reach for your mask and take it off and everyone around you turns into black musk with high pitch screams ringing in your ear as you cover your ears and try to look for somewhere to go to her away from it before it all stops... you then see nothing but a stand it's a pitch black room.. with only a ... stand? You then grab the mask and walk to the  stand in confusion.. with every step getting shakier as you hear a voice tap "stop" tap "don't" tap "you don't want this" tap "they don't want you to do this" ..tap "they don't mean anything" ...tap... "there just pretending" ....tap.... "They didn't mean any of it" ....t-tap...."They don't need you" ...t.. ap "they don't want them" ..t-t...a..p" you don't need anyone" ... "not even yourself" your right in front of the stand you don't know what your doing here.. you have no emotion from what that voice said you look down at the mask in your hand and then look at the stand know your in front of it it looks like a manikin it has black eyes and a pretty face it's eyes the same level as yours you grip into the mask bringing it up to its face and gently putting it on you hear a click as it states in place there black eyes turn into e/c as black liquid pills from the eye holes your then suddenly back into the tank place as you see the doll looking thing with the mask on it making you jump back with black lines coming out it's eyes mixing for the dark blue water you then back into the small corridor looking at the big hole your tried to break as a big e/c eye fulls your view as you cream getting court by water and your back at your school on the ground coughing up water as you see everyone walking back staring at you they tune into dark figures that turns into a dark mist.. you can just see eyes and a foggy figure of the school as someone walk in front of you. It's hard to make out who it was as your eyes were full of tears from coughing so much and all the stress you then just about see max and then he slaps you looking back seeing your dad making you stumble back as he then cups your face with an echoing voice ringing throw your ears "you know I would never hurt you.. right baby..?"
He then puts a stand of hear behind your ear as you know what's coming next you then close your eyes and cover your face hearing Cameron cambell voice you couldn't hear what he was saying probably over your ears ringing and your own sobbing you then feel someone's hand on your shoulder..

(Thank you for reading my max loving beans I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter I'm so so soooo sorry it took so long I just had writers block :3 thanks for waiting!!)