Falling (being rewritten)

Chapter 6: Maybe Crying is a Good Thing

She was like the moon, half of her was always hidden...

 He was just staring at me. Not blinking, just looking. "My mate is Death, great.." He whispered to himself. "Umm excuse me Mr. I am the one and only Death! Im the person they talk about when you are roasting smores around a campfire at night! You should be glad that you got such a strong wolf as you mate!" I yelled at him. "I am the creature thats in your worst nightmare! I've killed hundreds of creatures, i'm stronger than you are! Im a monster and guess what you're stuck with me! You can't leave me, your mine..." I said breaking down at the end.

 I slid down the wall and put my head on my knees that i pulled to my chest. "I'm sorry you got stuck with me, i never asked for this... i never wanted to have to be a killer... I was made into one... i was made into a monster so my parents didn't have to do any of the dirty work! Now look at me i'm a monster who kills things and do you want to know what the bad part is?" I asked. "what.." He said looking at me as if he's seen a ghost. "I don't feel bad about it"

 I couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. All I could do was cry, the last time i cried was when i had to grow my feathers the second time. After an hour i calmed down. I hate crying because my eyes always get red and puffy.

 I walked back to where i felt him. He was in his room he was on the phone again. I walked up to the window that had a chair built into the window/wall and sat down. It was dark outside and a full moon shone bright in the sky, beautiful. Jason got off the phone and I could feel his eyes on me. "Do you care if i take another shower?" i asked him without looking at him. "yeah i'll go and get you some clothes to sleep with.." he said getting up off the bed and walking out of the room leaving me alone.

 That thought alone scared me, which was weird because you know I am Death and all. I walked into his big bathroom and into the big fancy shower. I turned on music that was built into the shower panel on the side of the shower.

 The song Remembering Sunday by All Time Low came on. I turned it up and sang along...

"He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes

Started making his way past two in the morning

He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze remembering Sunday

He falls to his knees, they had breakfast together

But two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him

She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin

She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs

Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find

My calling, I'm calling at night

I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams

And it's driving me crazy, it seems

I'm gonna ask her to marry me

And even though she doesn't believe in love

He's determined to call her bluff

Who could deny these butterflies?

They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces

He pleads though he tries

But he's only denied

Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find

My calling, I'm calling at night

I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams

And it's driving me crazy, it seems

I'm gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbor said, she moved away

Funny how it rained all day

I didn't think much of it then

But it's starting to all make sense

Oh, I can see now

That all of these clouds are following me

In my desperate endeavor

To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible

I'm terrified to speak but you'd expect that from me

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt

Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

And out of my mind, keeping an eye on the world

So many thousands of feet off the ground

I'm over you now, I'm at home in the clouds

Towering over your head

Well I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home now"

 I turned off the water and got out. i wrapped my body with a towel and left the bathroom. In side the bedroom was clothes on the bed but no Jason so i changed into the clothes and took the hair tie that was with the clothes to put my hair in a messy bun.

 I walked over to the bed ateri put the towel in the corner with the other dirty clothes and i crawled into bed.

 And for once I was not haunted my my memories...