My Dre Bae has finally come to New York to visit me. You have no idea how fucking happy I am to see him. He's staying with Fin and I. He's decided since he's missed pride here for the second year in the row. He'd show up for AfroPunk and our anniversary. AfroPunk honestly isn't Dre's kind of scene, so he's basically just doing this for me and Fin. He loves Fin so fucking much. Probably more than he loves me.
Fin and I have been together for almost a year now. We consider July to be our unofficial anniversary. We made it official last September. So afroPunk coming during September is perfect timing. There were doubts for a while we were even gonna stay together. I finally chose to let Max go for multiple reasons. The main one being I love Fin too much to not be with her. Max and I did finally talk about things though before I cut her loose.
She said she wanted to be with me but she also wasn't willing to let go of Michelle and Nick. I told her the truth: If I wasn't in love with Fin she'd be my choice. But I also told her I would never ever be anyone's third partner. She said she understood my reasonings and that maybe 3 would be to much to handle anyways. Then we kept it moving. I did end up really caring for Max though.
Fin knew it. When Fin told me she knew that and that she didn't like it. It affected me different. She was really getting the feeling she could lose me. It hurt me bad. I could see how much it hurt her to say that. Our feelings for each other have always been deep. But over time, even with Max in the picture, they'd only gotten deeper. In the past, I was the one who had given Fin the ultimatum. But her saying more or less that she didn't want me to see Max anymore, she in her own way was giving me an ultimatum. That definitely played a part. It hit me hard looking in her eyes and seeing her pain.
So I guess in the end, I really did stick to my word and put Fin before Max. And things have been great every since. We have two fur babies: a chocolate lab named Timon and a Burmese cat named Pumbaa. We rarely do the club thing anymore, but we still do it. We mostly do Bed & Bondages. There's even one we go to a lot upstate. La Domaine Esemar. We were even there last month. I remember she was holding me from behind as we cuddled in bed.
That's when Fin asked, "What do think about maybe settling down, here upstate?" She said, "I think I wanna start a farm." I laughed. "I hope you're not expecting me to deal with no goddamn farm animals.", I made sure to quickly say. That made her chuckle. She then added, "Maybe we can get some more fur babies." She pull me closer.
"Or maybe a few human ones.", she said and kissed the back of my neck. I remember even hearing her speak those kind of words aloud made me so geeked. I turned around smiling big. "You said settling down with kids , so are you talking about marriage too?", I asked. She bit her lip and smiled. "I take you like what I asked." I remember pouncing on her and laughing. This was before she looked deep in my eyes.
Then she said extremely serious, "Yes I mean marriage too." She quickly added "Not yet or anything. But in the future or something." I chuckled "So basically you're asking; what do you think about me asking you to marry you some time in the future?" She hurried to say, "No no no...well I mean kinda. But I have my reasons of not yet." Then she softly smiled.
"Believe me there's nothing I want more than us getting married and starting a family. And if that's what you want too, we will.", she added.
Mind you we've made love plenty of times before but this wasn't like any other time. I honestly remember every single detail like it was yesterday. The feeling of her touches and kisses even felt like they were magnified by 1000.
How good yet painful it felt when her nails dug into my back. The way her lips felt on the small of my back or how good her tongue and mouth felt on my toes. I loved feeling her hands in my hair as I was in between her legs. Seeing her arch her back as she loudly moaned my name. Is something I've seen and heard many times. But her previous words meant she's putting things in motion for us to have a family and home together. Her being so loving and honest is sexier than anything she's previously done. There was no mistress, no dom or sub. It was just us.
Tonight...Fin is back on her demon time shit, though. We took Dre out to Lambda Lounge then to Adonis Lounge (Fin and I were like the only females at Adonis...but whatever). Dre walked passed us and just passed out drunk on the couch in the living room. Fin obviously doesn't have the patience to make it upstairs. She wants me now. And when I say now I mean right now.
As I was starting to walk by her, she grabs me hard by my wrist. We're still in the kitchen, so I grab her by her hand. "Let's go upstairs." I tell her. "No.", she tells me. That no just made my pussy extremely wet. Her face is incredibly serious. But when I bite my lip she smirks. "Fuck.", I think. I now know for certain we're about to fuck right here, right now. She forcefully pushes me against our island countertop.
She turns me around and bends me over it. I then hear one of my favorite sounds in the world. Fin has hiked up my skirt and ripped my panties. I only feel the cool air against my bare ass. That is until I feel Fin's hands open me and her tongue swipe over my opening. She then stiffens her tongue dipping it in me. I have to bite my lip hard to keep from moaning.
She frees up one hand so she can smack me hard on my ass. All I can do is grab on to the back of her head and push her further into me. She quickly takes my hand off and stands up behind me. She pulls my hair and smacks my ass hard as fuck. I feel the stinging pain reverberate all up and down my left side. I slip and loudly moan "Fuck." I mean I can't help it, this shit feels way too good.
And now she has three fingers deep in me playing with my spot. I death grip the granite counter. I'm hoping if I concentrate on the pain in my hands, I can hopefully avoid another slip up. Nope. Another loud "Fuck." escapes my lips. Hell I'm drunk too. She's definitely not gonna keep me quiet right now. I guess Fin remembers we've also been drinking. She pulls me up. "Now we can go upstairs.", she says.
Next day Fin and I get dressed in a mix of some fetish/emo outfits. The AfroPunk festival is one of the most liberating spaces. Just about everything we wear in the dark of fetish clubs, people can wear in the light of day, without judgement. Dre looks us up and down. He immediately shakes his head and says, "Fuck no." We both laugh. Nigga you've seen worse at "Pride.", Fin rushes and says. "Yeah and I wasn't the one wearing it."
We look damn good if I say so myself. I'm wearing black and white knee high socks with white and black adidas superstars(imma be cute but imma also be comfortable), blue jean short shorts and a black bikini top with large white X's on it. Oh and a harness chain belt. We're now running late. Dre don't know we've actually been dressed for awhile.
But when I saw Fin she couldn't stop me. I had to hurry and give her a couple of orgasms which in turn she made sure to return the favor. She's wearing black jean short shorts, black zipper knee high boots with a thin metal heel and (fuck) a black pearl chain vest with no bra only skin colored pasties. Jesus. Dre is wearing a black Erykah Badu shirt and jeans.
Dre's boring ass stands out like a sore thumb as soon as we get there. He's in heaven though, Erykah is this year's headliner so he's excited as hell to see her. During her set I'm standing behind Fin enjoying the show when I hear a familiar voice. "Issa." I think, "Shit." I don't even have to turn around. Sure enough it's Max. Her smile then disappears when she sees Fin. Confusion takes over. "Ashley.", she says. I then hear Fin say, "Are you fucking kidding me?" I look at Dre and he's eating popcorn smiling. This must be better than Erykah, cause he's no longer even facing the stage.
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