Dark Chocolate (complete) 18+ (womanxwoman) (1st book in Dark Chocolate series)

Chapter 18: Essence

Yes. I got happy and smiled when I saw Max's name pop up. I know I shouldn't have. I also know I'm very much playing with trouble. But if I'm being honest last night WAS fire. But on that same note; everything that's happened since, has proven one thing for certain. I'm definitely Fin's and only Fin's. Even as we're fighting right now, I know this.

Which is why I'm not 100 percent sure why we still are. Because unless she quits me. I'm not going anywhere. But...since we are still arguing my smile didn't help end the fighting. Making things even more dramatic, I'm currently still sitting in a room with Fin. We're not fighting over the phone or something. So I know Fin definitely saw what I did.

The fact that, we're also getting into it over our relationship doesn't help either. Fin clears her throat. When I look at her, she squints. "What the fuck, Issa?", she asks. She's now very very annoyed. "You do realize, I am right here? Right?" I sigh. "Yeah I do. But why are you asking me that?", I respond. Once again I know damn well why she's asking me that.

"Are you kidding me?", she asks. "You just got a message and you can't stop fucking grinning." She becomes angry. She crosses her arms. "Well who is she?", she then asks. I sigh. I'm not gonna lie to her. I'm not a liar. Especially not when it comes to relationships. "Max...I don't even know her last name.", I tell her. "Well that obviously doesn't matter.", she adds. "She must've fucked you real good...", Fin says. She's understandably hurt.

She continues, "...cause you're totally disregarding my feelings and what's going on up in here. Just to get all giddy over her. "Now Fin you know that's bullshit." And once again I feel like shit. "What part, Issa?", she asks. "Did she not just text you? Did you not stop paying attention to everything happening? And were you not just smiling hard as hell?", she questions me. "Well damn.", I think.

"Fin, I just explained to you it was nothing but sex. It's not like I was having an affair or anything." I realize what I just said. "That was a low blow.", she says. I've more than changed, even if you don't believe so.", she tells me. "And you've made sure to make it clear you don't.", she adds. I'm now tired of going around in circles with her. "You know what Fin you win. Cause I'm not gonna sit here all day and get accused of doing ANYTHING wrong when I didn't."

I call Max and slide my phone over to Fin. "Say what you need to say to her so I can delete her number.", I tell her. She squints and hurries to hang up. "What the fuck was that?" She stands up confused. "Either leave me or let it fucking go.", I tell her. She then looks me directly in my eyes. "Now I'm telling you the same exact thing.", Fin tells me and then leaves out the door.

I sit down and put my head in my hands. I sit there in silence for about 5 minutes. When my phone starts to ring. I look and it's Max. I pick up. "I'm sorry I called Max. I shouldn't have.", I tell her. You do remember I text you first, right?", she responds. "Yes. I know but..." the door opens. It's Fin. She looks at me and then the phone at my ear. "I forgot my purse." She walks over and grabs it and is about to try and go back out the door. So I rush to get in front of it.

I hang up my phone without saying another word to Max. I turn and lock the door. "Issa, just let me leave.", she says. "No." I say defiantly. She sighs. "I don't got time for this." She's REALLY annoyed now and honestly I couldn't careless. "You just told me to leave you or let it go, right?" She sighs again. "Right?", I ask again. "I just repeated what you said.", she tells me.

So I respond, "Well, since I'm not leaving you...the question is now; are you gonna leave me?" We've talked or argued or whatever and we will definitely talk and maybe even argue some more. But right now I'm about to make sure she knows, she's not leaving me or this room without me proving to her I'm hers. First way to show her that; was to show I'm gonna always choose her over Max or anyone else.

Second way is show her that sexually she's all I want and need. She sighs and runs her fingers through her locs before she gives me a slight chuckle. "Well.", I say and raise an eyebrow. She sighs again. She then sets her purse back down. Fuck.", she says and shakes her head. I walk up to her and push her against the table. She has on a long black button down shirtdress that I slowly begin to hike up.

I get to the hem of her underwear I begin to run my finger under it making sure my knuckle grazes her skin as I do. I hear her softly moan as I kiss and bite her neck. I go and whisper in her ear, "I'm yours and yours only." She grabs my wrist tight stopping my hand in mid motion. I bite my lip hard. I'm now excited. Mainly because I know I just got my Fin back, not the angry one I've seen all morning. But secondly I'm also happy because I know I just lost control of this entire situation.

I know now, I needed last night to prove to me I can still be me. I don't and won't let me lose my identity over someone else. But I also needed last night so I can see who Fin is now and what she's shown me doesn't change or erase her past. But it does show how much she has changed and grown. None of us are perfect and if I'm searching for perfection. I need to be alone. I want Fin and she wants me too so I'm already not alone. She turns me and pushes me down on the table.

I hear a chair scoot. Next thing I feel is Fin running her hands up my legs and under my pencil skirt. She moves slowly caress me gently. When she reaches hem of my underwear she slowly begins to pull them down. I close my eyes. What can I say..my anticipation is high. She gives the best head. She knows how I feel too. I regret telling her just then. She has just stopped pulling midway down my thigh. "Dammit.", I think.

I can feel it. I don't need to see her face to know she has that damn taunting smile on it. I sigh. She asks, " Who's pussy is this?" I have the urge to joke and say Max's but I fight it. I instead say, "Yours, baby." I did that on purpose. She automatically replies, "That's not my name." Next thing I feel is my underwear being yanked down, skirt being hiked and dear god... I know people had to hear me. She just sucked hard on my clit before asking again.

She now has me spread wide and is using the tip of her tongue to trace circles around up and down the base of my clit. "Fuck." I moan. I arch my back and put my hands through her locs. She stands and inserts 2 fingers in me. As she begins to pull in and out slowly, begins to twist and turn them as well. After a few minutes she stops and reaches deep in me and taps fast and hard on my spot. "God.", I moan loudly.

I know she knows I'm close to cumming. I can feel my insides gripping her fingers tight. I feel the intense tingling of my impeding orgasm. So of course she fucking stops everything. She bends down and sucks hard on my neck. I then feel the heat from her mouth near my ear. "I asked who's pussy is this?" I mean that damn near made me cum. I said damn near. But since it didn't I quickly and emphatically say, "Yours Mistress."

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