Dark Chocolate (complete) 18+ (womanxwoman) (1st book in Dark Chocolate series)

Chapter 20: Max

I've always had an consistency issue in my life to a certain degree. Work has probably been the only place I've never really had that issue. But the rest of my life...pssh. Inconsistency is probably the most consistent thing there has been. Especially in my love life. Between hookups, short flings and the longer relationships where I rarely made appearances, I have a shitty track record. Fin came along and instantly felt different. Different from even my last relationship that lasted 5 years.

So needless to say when we hit a rough patch, I didn't know how to handle it. I mean hell we were only 2 months in and this relationship had already changed me into someone I didn't recognize. It's up for debate whether that's a good or bad thing. Either way when we hit that patch I didn't like the person I'd become when it came to coping with anger and sadness.

In comes Paddles and Max "Mistress Maxine" Griffith. After that whole B&B/Aura debacle I needed a release and she came to my rescue (no over exaggerating) at least 10 times in 1 night. So also needless to say I really enjoyed her company. But that's where the problem stood. I liked her and loved how much she could make me cum but I loved Fin and EVERYTHING she brought to the table.

Sex was and never has been an issue with me and Fin. Communication has been. After Fin and I had made up, I quickly realized I was unfairly toying with her now. I was confused and in turn undoubtedly confusing her too. I was confused cause I really liked Max and didn't wanna stop seeing her. That's why it affected me bad hanging up on her.

That ended up with me sneaking off and fucking Max the same night after I told Fin I was hers and hers alone. Believe me I truly wanted to mean that. But it just wasn't true...not anymore. My heart yes but not my mind and definitely not my body. So as a result I told Fin something I had already been considering anyways. I told her I wanted to slow things down, you know see other people. She didn't like that at all.

So I gave Fin an ultimatum either deal with me seeing both her and Max or let me go. Sadly, I know it's selfish. She said she preferred having me period over not at all. But she made sure to add "for now." I simply said ok because...if I'm giving ultimatums, I can't be mad when she wants to set her own limits. That's why we are where we are.

She's given me space but keeping me close at the same time(her words not mine). Max and I are spending a lot of time together now. We talk about everything. From politics, my secret love of punk rock (especially Sex Pistols and Death) to her love of art museums. She's even taken me to CBGB. But she's still with her girlfriend and boyfriend too.

Ok so let's recap: In Cali I was single jobless and homeless. Now in New York close to 6 months later I'm basically in 1 dom/sub relationship and 1 switch relationship. My dom/dom experiment with Max didn't last long but Fin is more flexible with things. Which I don't mind either. Each situations works for that person.

But anyways I digress. As for my lovers, 1 now basically has 2 1/2 partners while the other chooses monogamy. Max is more of a sex mostly thing and Fin is all love. I go somewhere to fuck Mistress Maxine and come home to make love to Fin. Max is closer to a friends with benefits type relationship. Fin is someone that gets the entire package.

As for work and home: I of course love my job here. My blog now has over a 100k subscribers. It has a fan club as well. With home I ended up moving in with Fin. This ended up being part of the keep me close part. She says she trust me. She says the fact I'm even telling her things make her trust me more. Maybe she's lying to me but all I can do is trust she's giving her honest feelings. So I guess all that being said I guess I've settled into New York quite well.

Mistress Maxine currently has Michelle and me with her as we watch a fully naked sub(take that back she had on stilettos), confined in a wooden pillory post, being flogged by her dom dominatrix Frida. Frida is dressed in a full body latex suit. The suit has cut outs to expose her breast and ass. We're at an underground fetish party. Dominatrix Frida does eventually go on to use a large black colored dildo to fuck her sub in the ass.

That show was before Mistress Maxine brought us into this private playroom. This wouldn't be the first time she's had us three together to play. Mistress says she loves to watch her pets play together just as much as she loves to play along with us. We are all now in a dimly lit playroom. Michelle and I have been instructed to begin kissing each other on the bed. The bed has all black fluid proof sheets on it and a metal headboard with chain restraints already attached.

Michelle is almost as pale as Nick is. But unlike him, she's completely covered in tattoos. She has a bluish Bob haircut ( I saw her blond hair color starting to return) She also has a shitload of piercings. Piercings that include chin cheeks tongue and nipples. I see Maxine pull up a wooden chair she is now completely naked and rubbing on her clit. She's also staring directly at the 2 of us.

We are now both naked and on our knees. We're on the middle of the bed facing one another. Michelle takes initiative and licks the side of my neck. This is before she licks and sucks on my chin. She then bites my chin lightly before biting and tugging on my lip hard. Michelle grabs my face with both hands and kisses me rough and deep. I begin to kiss her back with just as much force and passion. She moans softly into my mouth.

After a minute or so of this, she lets go of the kiss and uses the tip of her tongue to lightly swipe upwards on my upper lip. Next we let our tongues playfully fight each other for control of the kiss. She kisses me again to stop our play. When she pulls away, she looks me in my eyes while giving me a wicked grin. After sucking on my tongue she gently bites the tip of it.

I then feel Maxine grab my hair and tear me away from Michelle. She kisses me hard. She forcefully commands me to lay down. She looks at Michelle and instructs, "Get on all fours. I want you to eat her pussy." I look at Maxine, she turns to look me directly in my eyes. She licks and bites her lips hard. I spread my legs but I'm now only looking at Maxine. That's when I feel Michelle spread me open and trill my clit.

Maxine begins to fuck Michelle with a strap. Michelle actually gives excellent head so I'm not mad about her doing that at all. To be honest I enjoy having a threesome with these 2. But if I'm also being honest I prefer it just be me and Maxine. She gives me all her time and attention. As good as Michelle feels (which is real good) I would prefer it was Maxine's tongue or for Maxine to be hitting my spot.

For the next 30 minutes we switch positions from 69 to reverse cowgirl and more. The third person was always involved helping to please someone else. That being said I definitely enjoyed my time with them. But now it was time to go home. Fin had already cooked dinner and had wrapped it up for me. She sat down with me as I ate and talked with me.

Do you know why I really don't mind you going out and doing these things?", she asks. "No but I wanna know.", I tell her. "Because I've had my fun for years. This is all new for you. I understand why you don't want it to end.", she starts out with. "I'm not gonna lie I know Max is a threat...", she tells me.

She quickly adds in, "...and don't play like she's not, I'm not stupid." I stay silent because I know she is right. I've honestly been lying to myself by thinking otherwise. You never know where life will lead you. She then says, " I'm ready to be with one person. I'm just waiting on you. But once again, I won't wait forever." I look her in her eyes. I know she's dead serious so I won't question that.

"So what exactly are you waiting for me to stop doing the clubs or just Max?" She just looks down and rubs her temples. "We've never officially talked about things. And I didn't harp on it cause I kinda felt it was karma...", she begins to explain. "...even if you don't consider your first time with Max cheating, your second time definitely was. So to answer your question, I definitely mean Max."

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