a/n ily xx
*TRIGGER WARNING
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I took the shiny small
metal piece out of my school bag, I was breathing heavily and my eye where
getting glossy due to me crying. my bottom lip was trembling and my body was
shaking.
I fell to the floor
with a thud. I could see black spots, not to mention lukes booming voice from
the outside of the bathroom. I was trying to remember if I had locked the door
or not.
I slowly moved my
sweater up so my wrist was exposed
scars covered my wrist
ones from a few nights
ago still their, wincing when I put fingers lightly on the area.
I brought the blade to
my wrist lightly and slide it across. I saw a a drip of blood, not enough. I pressed
the blade harder to my skin felling numb
4 more times blood was
running down my skin, I started to feel numb my legs where shaking. I was going
to add another cut to my wrist when I saw the door nob move fast before I could
put my sleeve down luke was staring at my wrist.
Eyes wide, jaw dropped,
and trying to form a sentence which didn't make sense.
'i- yo- what ?'
At that moment I felt ashamed
that luke knew one of my biggest secrets,I should have made sure the door was
locked, I should have been more careful, hell I shouldn't have done this at
lukes god damn house.
Luke slowly walked
over to me, bottom lip between his teeth.
My wrist was now aching
in pain, blood dripping down making me wince.
Luke grabbed a cloth
and helped with cleaning up the blood.
No words where said,
even if he asked I wouldn't have been able to respond with me finally crying
and screaming from the pain, not just from my wrist but from my heart. It ached
no one had ever done this, no one knew. But now luke did. I didn't want him to
pity me, I didn't need help, I didn't want it anyway. If I wanted to get help I
would have told someone.
Luke helped me up,
even with me screaming to get of and not to touch him, he still helped. I looked
at his face, it was blurry but I could easily tell he was hurt, he looked like
he was the one in pain.
He brought me to his
bed and placed me down, I had stopped screaming and was just crying silently.
' do y-you want
anything' luke spoke softly, voice breaking at some moments
I shook my head no
My head started to pound
and I see black dots again.
I started to groan
moving so I was lying on my back.
'babe, d-do you want
to a-have a rest ?'
I nodded slowly
He got the blanketpulled
it over me, thinking that I was cold, I wasn't
I start to get sleepy
as I felt luke singing yours sincerely, I believed by Forever Ends Here
A/N
Im so so so sorry I havnt
updated in 2 months, I have been meaning to get to it but so many things have
been happening in my life and yeah Im So
sorry
Im also sorry it's a sad
chapter L I love YOU ALL
E XX
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