Our Im-possible Love (On-going)

chapter-12

Die with memories not dreams-unknown

Alyan pov
I sucked on my breath as I stood outside his door , holding a glass of orange juice .

*knock knock* my index tapped on the wooden door , waiting impatiently for a response from other end ,my eyes looked back and forth between the door and the glass of juice in my hand .

"Just two tablet would do the work , remember only two not more "  her sharp words rang on my mind .I felt a slight guilty for not obeying her and adding  4 more dose of sleeping pills on the drink .

"Atleast he would have good full day nap " my lips curled , I knocked once more when he responded " come in " with one hand holding the glass while other Turing the hand knob of the door . I walked in with my best fake smile rosed on my hot lips .

"Here goes my acting skill to roll on the floor " I smiled politely , standing at the doors , Jayson eyes looked up from the books that he was reading.

" Anything you need ?" He asked , adjusting the square glass on nose bridge .

" I ...a..." I paused dramatically , the ticking of the wall clock was the silence breaker .

" I needed to apologise " I said ,eyes knitted down at the floor, fidgeting with my toe.

This was my first - as might I think - apologising to a person , I never knew how does this apologizing thing work, I never knew how much of emotions you have to put up while apologizing , it was all knew to me , I was not a baby of 'sorry '.

He shutted the book in his hand and looked at me , his long legs crossed while his back supported on the tufted headboard .

I nibbled on my corner lips , feeling  awkward by the minutes pass .

" Im suprised " finally a chuckle left his mouth , he put his foot down on the  tiles , patting the space beside him , indicating  me to take a seat beside him .

For a moment I felt as if he was the owner and I was the guard .

I gritted my teeth inwardly , feeling like to smack him on his face for his bossy behaviour .

" I brought a orange juice as a make up for my blunder " I placed the glass on the table beside his bed and took a seat.  All the while his eyes were scrutinizing my each move , I felt like a lazer light was making a hole in my body .

I smiled with lips sealed , my fingers interlaced , fidgeting nervously , thinking he might get suspicious about my sugar coat act .

" I don't think I own your apologise , you did nothing to me " he spoke , my eyes looked down at the 3d tiles , teeth gritting and patience vaporizing into the thin air.

" I think I own the one for you because I had been nothing but a bad influence throughout the day , you even had to hear  two - three words from the principal on behalf of me " I paused , so do my freaking mind , I couldn't process myself to makeup more of the freaking story note .

" You should be doing this to mark , not me " my eyes Snapped at him like a thunder light . He was staring straight at the Blank light peach wall .

His eyes then slowly made 180 degree turn at me , my palm was turned into a fist and chin chewed in to control of any kind of emotions from playing on my face .

" You should take this juice to mark and give it to him " he moved the glass of juice away from him . It took a good minutes of silence to compose my anger and to realise that he rejected the drink.