Our Im-possible Love (On-going)

chapter -44

Author pov
The thunder barked like a lion , followed by the lightning . the drops of rain started to pour down one by one and then in a second it dropped heavily, touching his hair first and then wetting his shirt , the material sticking his toned figure, showing the outlines of his body. Alyhan stood froze on his spot , he had not moved a inch from the park , he had stood still for hours , even after darkness surrounded him .he didn't bulged a bit of muscle . Alyhan slowly lifted up his head , the rain drop touched his lips and then he felt a fat drops falling on his eyes , alyan closed his eyes tight as a tear escaped at the edge of the eye , mixing along with the rain drops that rolled down his jaw .

He felt betrayed , he felt him self breaking again , he thought someone was there for him, someone who would care for him .he was desperate to be loved , he thought amaal would fullfill the place of love that he needed but then she betrayed him too like everyone did. The little drops turned into heavy one , making him completely drench . A chill ran down his spine , he was completely drenched from head to teo but still he didn't make any effort to move . His body was shivering by the cold , he was feeling freeze , his teeth chattering , legs feeling jelly .

" Why allah ,why you always do this to me , why can't you see me happy for once , you always took one or other things away from me " he fall down on his knee , he was stifling him self from broking into sob, he had holded so much of pain inside him that now it all felt heavy to carry . He wanted to pour it out and cry for once ,he wanted to forget every rules of being ashamed of crying as a boy. He wanted to cry for once , he wanted someone to hold him and hug him and say that they were with him .

•••••

Next day

The sun rays hitted his face , making him squint his eyes by the force of light that fall on him .

" Hahh" alyhan hissed as he tried to open his eyes . He squint his eyes to adjust to the light that enters the room " haahh " alyhan whined again while holding his head which hissed like a hell . He was feeling his head spinning , eyes heavy and body burning like a hell . Alyhan throwed the comfort off himself roughly and put his legs down on the floor while still holding his head . He messaged his temple to subsided the pain a bit .

After having a bit consciousness and a strength, alyan stood up and first thing he did was to check the time to see exactly 12 in the noon .

After standing under the rain for hours like rocks , alyhan had finally drived back home at the mid night and slumped down in one of room .

Alyhan took a slow slow steps while holding the wall as support, he was feeling his body weak as if he had no strength .

He opened a drawer and fumbled his hand into the box despirately, searching for the painkillers to subsided his headache.

After glupping the tablet down his throat , alyhan slumped on the couch heavily .

Suddenly he remembered something . He searched for his phone in his pocket and pulled out to see it broken screen and touching the display was a hard game after it was bathed in water . After battling around with his phone , he was finally able to hit a call .

••••••

Amaal prayed her zuhur prayer , her hands raising up into dua

" Ya allah save me from all the bad things , protect me and guide me, ya allah please help me in everything " after blowing into her hands , she rubbed her hands around her face and folded the prayer mat and kept it back .