Our Im-possible Love (On-going)

chapter -24

Author pov

Amaal eyes stared blankly at the twinkling sky as she sat at the edge of window .her fingers brushed over the thick cover of the book ,Amaal sighed before opening the cover and flipping on the first page .

It wasn't looked like a daily journal but something that Daniel would love to write when he felt some kind of emotions like happy,sad, excitement, etc .

Amaal eyes scrutinized on each words that scrapped down in the black ink .

I was very excited to tell her about my feelings , she was first girl that I ever felt attracted to . Mahira Sheikh was the first girl to swap my heart and make me fall head over heels for her , Mahira was perfect defenation of beauty with brain ,she was dream girl of every guy  including me .

One fine day when I thought of confessing my feelings for her , I prepared myself to tell her about how I felt towards her .on valentine day I proposed her and for my luck ,she accepted me . Our relationship was good , I used to do all the things that made her happy , I used buy everything she wished for ,even if it was a rolls Royce . I was happy , our relationship was good , everything was going smoothly untill one day  when I caught her hooking up with a guy in a school library , I was dejected and broken , I had loved her truly with whole my heart and what made my pain worst was knowing that she wasn't in love with me but my money , I could feel my heart breaking into a million pieces and vowed my self not to get attracted or to be in a relationship with anyone anymore ,it was all until I met amaal , she was girl that attracted my eyes because she was different among others , while everyone doodle over us for exact reason of our beauty or money ,where amaal was least bothered by our presence , there was no excitement in her like how the other girls around her had , even she was though to talk , all her actions made me concluded that she was not a gold digger and her tough attitude made me attracted towards her , unknowingly to myself by the time I started to spend with her I had fallen for her .

Yes ,I was in love with amaal ,but was scared to confess , thinking of rejection and it's effect on our friendship if she said a no .

Amaal sighed heavy , somewhere in her heart , she felt sad for him , he was too innocent then he looked , there was baby in him behind his big body , he was no like any rich person , he didn't had a ego about his richness nor about his beauty .

'He was too navie for this world ' was what amaal thought about him .

The more she read the book , the more she started to fall for him . His honesty , his innocence ,his gentleness , everything attracted her towards him .

Yes ,she was falling for him .

With another inhaling of air , amaal continued to read .

Today was amaal birthday , I had planned a amazing suprise for her , I was excited to suprise her and to see her reaction, but when I did suprise her , she blasted a big bomb of drama on my head , she shouted at me , she said I took advantage of our friendship but in reality I had buried my feelings for her just sake our friendship .

In other way around I got answer for my unspoken questions that she would never like to be my girlfriend or be in relationship .

I respected her , we all had our own opinion and we can't force anyone to love us but what she said to me was beyond to digest , I never thought amaal had such thinking about me , I was never a guy to take advantage of anyone but she just blamed me .but what ever she did , I could never make myself to hate her ,she had already made a good spot in my heart that I could never hate her . Those days of not talking to her was real torcher to me ,I wanted her to come around and apologize and mend the things right , she was precious to me and not----