Broken

Craving you (chapter 8)

Crawford's POV
I grab her hand and hold it loosely, I pull her close and she grabs onto my arm. "Can I ask you something?" Sure babe what as we walk through the snow "Why did you get mad at that guy in the elevator?" He was checking you out and looking at your body like I'm not possessive but I do not like it when some fuck boy looks at my girlfriend like he wants her. Your my baby the one thing I can't stand to share, "You'll never have to share me" and she hugs me as we walk. I start hearing things crackling and leaves crushing and snow being pressed down. I look around and see absolutely nothing, "Crawford are you alright?" Yeah yeah I'm fine, I didn't wanna show her that I was a little nervous so I just held tightly into her as she held onto me. It's starting to rain a little and she puts her hood up and so do I. The rain incenses and I can see black clouds hovering over us, "Do you wanna turn back we can just follow the trail we came?" Uh yea so we can follow our tracks and get back to the hotel quicker. And I grab her arm and we walk back as we follow in our footsteps. When we get to the hotel we can eat and watch tv and cuddle, she looks up at me and grins. I can feel someone watching us but it's completely dead and it's just me and her,I hold her securely. "Weren't we just in this spot?" I don't know lets just keep walking, and the rain gets worse "Crawford I'm getting scared" don't be I'm right here baby. I can faintly hear thunder in the distance, we start briskly walking fast through the woods and I can see the resort off into the distance. See!, we are okay when we get inside we will eat lunch and order room service because I'm hungry.

Bethany's POV
Good I'm hungry too baby, and we briskly walk towards the hotel.We walk for about 6 minutes as we begin to get closer. He holds my hand in between his keeping it warm,we walk in the door and it's warm. We look for the elevator that takes us up to our floor, we step inside the crowded elevator and I lay my head on his shoulder closing my eyes listening to the sounds of the elevator beeping as the amount of people gets smaller. We get to our floor and he grabs my hand and guides me to our room. When we get in I lay on our bed and he lays next to me leaning on his shoulder on his side my eyes are closed but I can feel him smiling at me. He gently pulls me close and holds my head on his chest as he runs his fingers through my hair. He gets up off the bed and looks for the room service menu, "you want something to eat? Pizza?" Okay pizzas good. And he walks into the bathroom talking on the phone and I follow him hugging him from behind laying on his back as he leans over the sink. "Okay thank you" he hangs up and sets his phone on the table and picks me up and sits me down on the counter. "I love you" and he kisses my forehead, I smile and I hear banging on the door. "Room service!!" And he gingerly walks to the door and I hop off the counter and stand behind him and he pulls the cart inside. I walk into the room and he's laying in the bed eating and I sit next to him looking at him and smiling as he eats. "What?" I shake my head, nothing I just really love you. "I love you too" and he hands me a slice I start eating it. As he eats he's looking at the resorts brochure, "so u wanna do something later? We can go to one of those nice restaurants here and then come back to the room and watch a movie or something?" Aw yeah that sounds sweet.

Crawford's POV
This place is huge it's like a town pretty much there's little clothing shops places to eat, I'm thinking that maybe when she takes a shower I'll quickly run down stairs and buy her a really nice dress and shoes. I'll take her to dinner and then we can go back to the room and cuddle and watch movies it'll be nice. "I need to shower I'll be out in a few" and she kisses me and walks into the bathroom with her bathrobe and bag I lean my head on the door listening for the shower to turn on. As soon as I hear it I grab my wallet and run out the room and down stairs to the small clothing store. I see this red dress with lace sleeves and it is beautiful all I need is a dress she has shoes and everything. I grab the dress in her size and hold it over my arm, "next!" I put the dress on the counter and swipe my card and she places it in a small bag. Thank You and I give her a slight smile and walk out of the store. I briskly walk to the elevator and step inside the crowded space with almost dead facial expressions. I press the button of our floor and we stop at 2,5,9 then finally my floor, I get out and walk into our room and I put the bag in the room closet. She steps out of the bathroom and sees me standing there by the closet like a freak. "What are you doing Crawford?" she asks suspiciously oh god what do I do she looks at me confused, uh waiting to do this and I run up to her and grab her and pull her close to me and kiss her. I did that mostly to take her mind off what I was doing and I just loved kissing her too. I can feel her smiling as I kiss her and hold her tightly, she stops kissing me and looks up at me. "Damn Crawford what was that for?" nothing I just like kissing you aha. She sits on the bed playing with her hair, I sit behind her with my legs around her and she falls back into my arms. She grabs my hand and plays with my fingers, and she kisses my hand. "I need to get dressed" She gets off the bed and walks to the bathroom and starts changing and I slowly follow behind her. I walk inside and she's pulling over her sweatshirt and just putting on leggings. "I'm gonna g do my make up and stuff" okay and I walk out by the bed and go into the desk and get out a pen and paper. "My dearest Bethany this dress is for you I'm taking you to dinner and thought you'd want a new dress I'm probably downstairs by now at the restaurant when your ready come down and meet me in the lobby I'll be waiting I love you lots xoxo -Crawford" and I slip it into the bag with the dress and hide it in the closet quietly I can't wait to see her in it she will look so beautiful.

Bethany's POV
Crawford's acting really weird I don't know later at 7 he's taking me to dinner nothing fancy just probably casual. I do winged eyeliner and put mascara on, I walk out and he's laying in the bed on his phone and I lay next to him. He turns to me so do you wanna do something? We can go to the pool or the hot tub or we can go down stairs get stuff for tonight like more snacks drinks and other stuff and then we should go snowmobiling if we have time" okay and I put on my shoes and so does he we and we both grab our phones. We walk out and there's this girl staring at him about my age she gets in the elevator along with us. Crawford hasn't noticed but she's looking at him she's checking him out! I grab his hand and wrap it around my neck, giving her the proof that he's mine. She looks down smirking, I can see Crawford looking at her too as if he was looking at her body. I can feel the tears swelling in my eyes there getting puffy and red, there sending smirks and smiles back and fourth. She walks off the elevator and he smiles at her as does she, she leaves and its left just me and him. I look at him with my hands on my hips and he looks in my eyes and I can tell he knows why I'm crying. The elevator stops at the floor were going to, I walk off giving him signals that I'm upset. So how nice was her body? "Huh??" Oh I knew you were looking at her I'm not stupid, what am I ugly? What is it my thighs that touch and don't make a thigh gap? Or maybe it's my calves? I know they aren't skinny!! Or maybe I need more makeup would that help Crawford!!? "I really don't know what I was doing I'm so sorry please" Crawford that really really hurt me "I know and I'm so sorry" but like you looked at her you checked her out you like her and I don't know if I can accept your apology that quick. "Maybe we need a break then!!" I can feel my heart fall out of my body my eyes swelled and my skin turned pale. "Bethany I'm really-" and I run past him crying. I run to this small restaurant called "the tea room" guessing they sell tea obviously I take a seat and go on my phone and open Twitter. Honestly all I wanna do is lay down but I don't feel like seeing Crawford now. Right as I think of him he texts me continuously,
"Baby? I'm sorry I'm so sorry please come upstairs when your ready there's a bag in the closet it's pink and has your name in it and I'm putting something for you on the desk it's in s red envelope I love you so so much sweetie" I'm somewhat nervous to go up there I'm so tired and I lay my head on the table and I can feel myself falling asleep.••I wake up still laying there and it's 10 minutes to 6 I get up and briskly walk to the elevator knowing how long I have to get ready I get in the elevator by myself and go up to our floor. I open the door and it's basically unlocked, I walk in slowly and he isn't even there I look for this note he apparently has for me. It's in a pink envelope laying on the desk I pick it up and open it and unfold it. "Dear Bethany I can't be anymore sorry then I am right now about 3 seconds after I said "we need a break" I could feel your heart swelling and I knew that that would be the most stupid thing I've ever done if I let you go I wasn't checking that girl out I was just looking at her because she was attempting to talk to me and I thought it was funny that she had some hope that I would ever let go of the best things that ever happened to me for her. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and I know that for a fact in the closet there's a bag open it and put that stuff on then meet me in the lobby at 7 sweetie xo -Crawford" I go in the closet and rummage through searching and finally finding the pink bag.

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