Chapter Thirty Three

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"Maybe you could be the light, that opens up my eyes. Make all my wrongs right.. change me, change me..."

Song: Change Me

Artist: Justin Bieber

Selena

"The car came to a stop at a red light, Harry and I haven't spoken to each other since we got off the elevator. I'd have to say i feel slightly uncomfortable due to the silence. Unsure of what to do i grab my phone from out of my purse to text Chris, only to see he had already text me a few times.

Christopher: Hoe where did you go?

Christopher: That rhymed omg. I'm a fucking genius!

Christopher: Seriously though, where did you go???

Christopher: You fucking left me here. How could you do such a thing?!??

Chuckling at his texts i send him a reply.

Me: I left.. i'm with Harry. I send and within second get a response.

Christopher: SERIOUSLY LEAVE NOW!

Christopher: SELENA I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL CUT HIS DICK OFF AND SOW YOUR VAGINA SHUT. LEAVE.

He continues to text me and so i put my phone on silent and place it back in my purse.

"Is that Eric?" Harry asks in a huff.

"No Harry. It's not Eric." I ask a bit annoyed.

He doesn't respond just huffs again. I glance up as he makes a left and see we arrived at his building. When he parks his car he's quick to get out as i do the same. He walks ahead and i follow behind him. I catch us as he waits for the elevator doors to open. As they do he walks in and once again, i follow behind.

"Wait! Hold it please!" A voice calls. Harry leans forward and presses the button that closes the doors. I roll my eyes and quickly stop the doors before they shut. He scoffs but i choose to ignore it. "Thank you." The man smiles. I look up at him in awe. He's tall, his brown hair combed back, bright blue eyes and a sweet smile. "Harry, thanks for nothing." He chuckles.

"Andrew." Harry nods simply.

"Good to see you again how've you been?" Andrew asks him as the doors close. He leans forward and presses the second to highest floor. He must live in the penthouse below Harry.

"Well, thank you." Harry answers.

"I'm sorry miss i didn't catch your name." He smiles at me.

"Selena." I answer with a nod.

"Selenaaaa??" He asks.

"Carter." I chuckle small.

He smiles and holds his hand out for me to shake, i politely smile and place my hand in his as he shakes it. "Beautiful name for a beautiful woman." He says and i thank him quietly.

"I know, tell me about it." Harry says as he wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me into his side closely.

"Oh," Andrew smiles as we let go of our hands. "Lucky man you are." He smirks at Harry.

"I know." Harry answers.

The elevator comes to a stop at his floor and he smiles at us. "Nice to see you again Harry." He says.

"Yeah." Is all Harry says in response.

"It was a pleasure meeting you Selena." He smiles. He holds his hand out again and i shake it, he surprises me when he kisses the back of my palm. Harry pulling me even closer into him. Andrew lets go of my hand and bids us a goodbye and a good day as he leaves the elevator. When the doors close Harry quickly removes his hand from my waist with a scoff.

"Are you fucking serious?" He asks with an angered expression.

"About wh-"

"Fucking save it Selena." He interrupts and pinches the bridge of his nose. I raise my eyebrows as he clenches his jaw, i have the urge to ask him what his problem is but since he already is ticked off i won't pour any more fuel on that fire. The elevator opens on his floor and he storms out. I sigh but follow him. H enters the code to his door and this time he gestures for me to walk in first. I oblige and once he's in also he closes the door. "What the hell was that?" He says through his teeth.

"What was what?" I ask quietly.

"In the fucking elevator Selena!" He raises his voice making me jump slightly.

"What's with you?" I ask quietly.

"You don't get it! That's what's with me!" He yells.

I remain silent and watch as he runs a hand through his hair in frustration. "I don't like you talking to other men. I don't want other men trying to get your number. I don't want you having lunch with them or going out with them. I'm fucking trying here! I'm sorry for blowing up on you the way i did yesterday okay? I am! I don't know how to handle these situations and deal with them. I've never had to worry about making sure no one flirts with what's 'mine'. Or remember to text some back or call them or make sure that i make time to see them, watch what i say so i don't upset or anger them, try my best to to keep a smile on someone's face because the thought of them being angry with me frustrates me. Because i never had to worry about anything like that! I'm use to what i do. I'm not saying i sleep around but i've hooked up with women before, yes, but that's it. I've never had to call them back the next day or anything like that. I don't know what you're doing to me but whatever it is i don't want it to stop. But fuck i mean, i spend as much time with you as i can. I don't go to half of my meetings because i'd rather spend time with you. I always have Niall send me over the work he needs you to do when you're with me and have my assistants do it for him because i want you to myself. I offer to take you out, i hold your hand- even while i'm driving, i always find an excuse to hold you and kiss you, i get possessive and protective when another man even looks at you longer than they should. I tell you i like being with you but you feel you're a bother when you aren't. You met my father and i want you to meet him again and go with me to my sisters party so you can meet her and my mum and the rest of my family. I mean, if none of those things even hints that i care about you then i need you to tell me what i need to do to show you that i want you with me. Because i'm out of ideas Selena." By the time he's done talking he lets out a long sigh. As if he let out some relief.

I suddenly feel insanely guilty. And that all of this is completely my fault. I take the last few steps until i'm standing right in front of him. I hesitantly cup his face in my hands. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath and lets it out, relaxing in my touch. I comb a piece of his hair with my fingers back. He reaches his hands up and wraps them around my wrists, holding onto them. "I'm sorry." I say quietly.

He sighs and shakes his head. "Don't be." He says. "I know i can be confusing and frustrating." He says with a small half smile.

"This is my fault i'm sorry" I frown.

He frowns also and furrows his eyebrows together. He removes his hands from my wrists and grabs a hold of my waist. He frowns again before saying, "I can't promise you a perfect relationship. Where we don't argue over our differences or have our issues here and there. I know i'm going to say things i'll regret, i know i'll piss you off and make you sad. I'll confuse you and you'll get frustrated. But i'll try, as hard as i can. And i'll learn. Because i want you to stay.. because i'm staying."

"Don't fight fire with fire, if I'm screaming, talk quieter. Understanding and patience, feel the pain that I'm facing. Be like serenity, help me position my mind. Take a chance, make a difference in my life.. Maybe you could change me.."

In the last chapter i said prepare for smut for this chapter but i had mistaken it for chapter thirty four.. so now you prepare for smut in the next chapter. Gosh i hope that made sense lmao.

You guys are cool and ask me cool questions in DM's and to answer the most asked one.. I SEE BLACK AND BLUE. I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW ANYONE SEES WHITE AND GOLD.

Alsoooo i dedicated this chapter to zapszarry , because she always votes and comments and her comments make my day and sometimes are super funny. So yeah thank you love x. ☺♥ ☪ 

PS. Andrew is played by Chace Crawford (;

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