Styles Enterprises | H.S

Chapter Fifty Six

"You know from the moment she turned around, she knows how to back it up and drop it down. She knows, she wants all the fellas looking at her, cause they know as soon as our song come, it's a wrap. Does she love the attention? Does she get it when she moves? Showin' out with her homegirls, hypnotizing all the dudes..."

Song: She Knows

Artist: Ne-Yo ft. Juicy J

Harry

"Slow down mate." Zayn laughs.

"Fuck off." I laugh back and we both end up ordering another shot.

"Where did Niall run off to?" Louis asks.

"Went outside." Liam answers.

I turn around in the bar stool and slam my glass down to get the bartenders attention. "Another?" She asks.

"Two." I say. "Make one a double." I add and she chuckles but nods.

It's currently ten fifteen and the club is now packed. The line outside was long as hell when we got here and probably even longer now. I feel sorry for the people that have to wait around to get in.. but at the same time i do't really give a shit.

At the moment, i feel good. Great even. I've been stressing myself out all week, contemplating on things i say i want, but really didn't. And i knew that i needed to just get out and get my mind off things. And normally Friday's i'd want to stay home and relax, mostly like going out on Saturday's. But today i needed to get drunk, drunk off my ass. Get her out of my mind. I ended things for a reason. But the lie i told her was just fucking ridiculous. But how else do i say i love her but am not ready to be in love? The sound of the lads cheering break my thoughts and i look up. My eyes widen slightly and i feel my body tense at the sight of her. I swear she can get me hard at ease. She hasn't even looked at me and i feel my pants slightly grow tighter.

"Thought i'd bring these two!" Niall cheers and the lads all cheer along again. They both go around and give each of us a hug. I tensed when Chris approached me, i was expecting a smart remark but he just smiled wide and gave me a 'manly' hug. But what really surprised me was when Selena gave me a hug, followed by a kiss on the cheek. She smiled and continued down the line. Smiled at me as if nothing happened.. and for some reason it kind of hurt. 

As they all take the remaining seats on the bar i tensed when Selena took the one beside me and Louis and Liam beside her. Zayn is on my other side with Chris and Niall beside him. "What can i start you off with." The bartender asks her. I focus my attention elsewhere, trying my best to act like she isn't even here. I might be acting immature or rude but i'm as selfish as this sounds i'm doing this for myself. I love her and that frightens the shit out of me, so avoiding her after the breakup sounded like the easiest thing but her sitting right beside me in that damn outfit makes it hard.

I catch glimpse of her white fur coat move and i look at her to see her removing the piece of clothing. I bit my tongue in hopes not to say anything about the damn shirt she's wearing. "Well look at you." Zayn coos and she laughs slightly. My jaw clenches at the the idea of him checking her out. We're all good friends, though we've always been okay with the idea of each other hooking up with an ex of ours. I mean one time Louis' ex ended up fucking all of us, but to us it was nothing, if anything we called her the slut. But in this case i'm sure as hell not letting that happen. They all knew we were together, though none of them know we broke up, aside from Niall and Chris. So maybe if i play it off as we're still together they can kindly fuck off.

"You look good." I say, hoping she heard me over the music.

My question is answered when she glances at me and gives me a small smile. "Thank you, so do you." She says calmly.