Why can't February finish faster? Its currently February 26th and I am counting down the days to my spring break. Myles left last week, but I've texted/called him everyday. Okay maybe not every day, but still. Who would have thought that a girl like me would score a hot, famous, older boy? The odds were certainly in my favor.
Myles: I opened more fanmail today
Me: oh God....what did I send this time?
Myles: a bra
Myles: 32C to be exact
Myles: and it's laced
Me: liar
Me: I am a 34B
Me: so I did not send you that
Myles: 34B
Myles: I'll take that
Me: you lied about the fanmail didn't you?
Myles: thanks for telling me your bra size
Me: I hate you
Myles: i hate you too babe
Me: tell that chick who sent you a bra that you're mine
Myles: im sure she already knows that bc i talked about you in my last interview
Myles: "Ashlynns a hot new artist and you'll be seeing her opening for us on our tour or kissing me somewhere"
Me: you did NOT
Myles: yeah i did
Me: you're like perfection wrapped in chocolate
Myles: with a huge....
Me: MYLES
Myles: I need to see you again
Me: i know baby. You will soon.
"Grandma, Uncle Dante is coming soon."
"I don't need Dante to look after me!"
"Yeah, you do. I can't go on tour without knowing that you'll be taken care of."
"Fine. You have to give me a copy of your first record."
"They're not called records anymore. I'll give you a CD."
"Young people and their new words," my grandmother says while walking back to her room to get ready.
After my grandmother and Uncle Dante left, the room felt empty. It wasn't like I could call a friend. I have no friends and I don't want to bother Myles. Instead, I open up Netflix and watch 90210. I love this show.
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"Most schools have their spring break in April. Why is yours in March?"
"Because Myles, it just is."
"Don't sass me."
"I can sass you all I want," I say while walking closer to him.
"And now that your grandmas gone,I can fuck you all I want," he says before kissing me.
"Myles," I say after breaking the kiss. "Not now. My first time will not be in a car."
"I can't wait until I take your virginity. That way, we can do it anywhere and we won't have to worry about your first time."
"I thought Kalin was the sexual one?"
"Kalins a flirt, I only flirt with you,"
I smile at him and grab his hand. We drive until we end up at my school. Why are we here? Myles and I are performing a few KAM songs. Yes, I'm doing Kalin's part. I'm so excited.
"Next is Ashlynn and Myles Parrish!" Ms. Johnson says.
"Booooooo" the crowd roars.
"Oh my God. Ashlynn is friends with MYLES?" my ex best friend Mackenzie says. She shouldn't even be upset. She's a Kalin girl.
"Don't worry about them," Myles says while grabbing my hand as we walk on stage.
"I've hear a lot about you guys. You aren't the nicest to Ashlynn, but that's because you don't know how amazing she is. You'll find out soon."
You should let me be your girlfriend,
I just wanna love youuu
Heading to the top from the bottom
Chase dreams you know we aint stopping
Its like I'm stuck in a kodak with you boy
After singing KAM songs, we take a suggestion from the audience.
I'm thinking about her
every second
every hour
Do my singing in the shower
Picking petals off the flowers
Do she love me
Do she love me not
I ain't a player I just crush a lot
Yes, we were singing The Way by Ariana Grande.
"You're still a freak but you've got a good voice," someone tells me after.
I'll take that. Next performance, The Dedication Tour.
