Myles.
Is he really standing at the door?
"Kalin told me everything," Myles says while walking to me. "I'm so sorry," he says before kissing my forehead.
Dylan makes a gagging sound.
"That's not nice," Mackenzie says while smiling at Myles. "Don't make fun of her and her hot boyfriend."
Myles clears his throat and asks her if she's Mackenzie. Mackenzie nods her head and twirls her hair.
"Okay Mackenzie. You're a bitch and the rest of you need a life," Myles snaps before pulling me out of the room by my arm.
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"I'm not forgiving you that easily," I say while sitting on my bed. "You hurt me, do you know that?"
Myles sighs before sitting down next to me.
"I know. I was trying to detach myself from you. I thought...I thought you were just using me for Kalin," he says quietly.
"Well I don't want Kalin. To be honest, I think he was just drunk when he came onto me because why would your best friend ever betray you like that?"
"Sorry. I guess you can say I have a confidence issue. Actually, my life got better when I met you."
I hold Myles' hand and give him a hug.
I know what you're thinking. Cheesy? How did they solve everything so quickly? Stop. Because when I see this boy I see life getting better. When he smiles, when he scrunches his nose, the way he acts when he's performing, the way he holds my hand, the way he looks into my eyes, the way he...the way...
"Holy shit," I say before covering my mouth.
Myles asks me what happened.
"I love you." I say while looking down.
Myles raises an eyebrow and says, "you already told me. In all those letters."
"No, I didn't mean it then. I thought I meant it. Remember? I told you that I love what I know about you...but now, I'm sure that I do. Right now, I love you so much and I understand if you don't love me back. I get it, really," I respond.
Myles gives me an uncomfortable look and turns his head. He stands up and starts pacing the room.
"You don't have to think of a way to say you don't love me. Its okay, really."
Myles continues pacing.
"Ashlynn. You don't know how happy that makes me. Thank you" Myles says.
He doesn't love me.
Okay.
"But guess what?" he asks.
I look up.
"I love you too. The point of ignoring you was to prevent myself from falling for you, but I was too late."
"If we were a movie we'd probably kiss right now," I say while laughing.
"Then I guess we're a movie," Myles says before kissing me.
Kisses are supposed to be magical. Kisses are what little kids gush about. Kisses are what Prince Charming gives Cinderella.
This kiss is different. It isn't magical. It's real. It means way more than pixie dust. It goes from G to PG to PG-13 to R. Next thing you know, I'm laying shirtless on my bed.
"Myles," I say between kisses.
He looks up.
"I...I've never-,"
"Shhh. I know. We're not going to do that," Myles says while kissing my neck.
"Then...what are we um doing?"
"I'm going to make you feel good. Relax. Do you trust me," he says while grinding on me.
I nod and let him continue.
Myles proceeds to kiss my collar bone and his hands roam around my chest. I've never done this before so I honestly have no idea what to do.
Before I know it, I am completely stripped down to my undergarments with my hand in Myles's hair.
He sits up and looks at my body in awe.
"You," he says while kissing my forehead.
"Are," he says while kissing my left cheek.
"So," he says with his lips pressed to my right cheek.
"Beautiful," he says right before pecking my lips.
I giggle as he lightly tickles me and kiss him again. His lips move up to my hair and he whispers, "are you ready?" while hooking his finger into my underwear.
I nod my head and help him take off my panties.
Myles spreads out my legs and I know what's coming next. Blame Wattpad and teen love novels.
I look into Myles' eyes as he lowers his head and I feel his tongue at my entrance. The feeling is foreign, but I get used to it as he continues to show me all the things he can do with his tongue. I let out a slight moan before grabbing his hair and basically begging for more.
Myles looks up and chuckles before slowly pushing one finger into my entrance. Out. In. Out. In. Another finger. Repeat.
While this is happening, I feel something building up and of course, because of Wattpad stories, I know what's coming up.
"Myles...I'm going to...," I say before I release everything. I hear Myles let out a soft moan and watch him bring his fingers to his lips.
"You taste so good baby," he says while smiling at me.
"I love you," I say as he helps me get my clothes back on.
"ASHLYNN WHERE ARE YOU? UNCLE DANTE JUST DROPPED ME OFF," my Grandmother yells from downstairs.
"Well, this is awkward," Myles says before kissing my forehead and walking downstairs with me.
A/N: WOAH WOAH WOAH WHAT DID I JUST WRITE?
LIKE WOAH.
I NEED JESUS.
anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter!! Love you guys
