𝐖𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒| 𝐌. 𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐔

Stop playing with my feelings Atsumu

(Keyword: imagine)

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As much as You wanted to burst out crying, right then and there, You couldn't because Ava was right next to you.

Why was Atsumu playing with your feelings? He kissed you the other night, doesn't he still share the same feelings?

A hickey on Ava's neck...Jesus Atsumu are you gonna fuck her then later on go and kiss me.

You let him see his children even after he wasn't there for 4 years, you thought maybe he would want to work something out with you. But maybe that's not what he wants.

It hurts. It does hurt, but what are you gonna do? He loves Ava now and you can't do anything but watch.

The jealousy rose to your chest making you want to throw up. You'll just, later on, go back home and cry about it into your pillow, just like the day Atsumu left you, the day you found out you had a fetus growing right inside your tummy.

Maybe after all you won't get a happy ending with Atsumu...

Not everything ends with a happy ending.

Avas is such a pretty girl, no wonder Atsumu would want her, she's the formal beauty standard. But on the other side, you think you don't meet those standards.

This issue has always been a problem for you,  ever since high school, you would look at the other girls and think 'why can't I look like them' it would always mess with you, why couldn't you just had been born looking like that.

But you gotta remind yourself...

Yes, she might be pretty but you're a model Y/n, don't fuckin forget that. You don't need to bring yourself down just because a man is making you feel like a total piece of shit or because you don't look like other girls.

You're perfect the way you are, so stop thinking like that about yourself Y/n.

Even if Atsumu can't accept your feelings that's fine because you will always have a part of him in your children and you'll always hold on to that memory.

"Y/n?" You felt a light tap on your shoulder, making you get lost out of gaze and focus on the person who's calling on you.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I was lost in Thought" Atsumu flashed you a smile as he helped you up from the sand.

"Oh no it's fine, I just wanted to tell you that Suna and I are packing up now since it's getting dark." You looked over to the side seeing Suna cleaning up the area, so they did make-up. What made you happy at least.

You also noticed Ava helping the twins into their car seats, she is a nice girl.

"Yeah it is getting pretty late, we should probably head home now." His eyes stared into yours, he hadn't released his hand away from yours yet, it felt almost like a deja vu.

"Here I'll help you collect your things." He nervously spoke as he bent down to help you pick your stuff up.

"Oh please no it's fine." You kneeled not paying attention to what you had just done because your chest was right there, right in front of Atsumu, well not necessarily in front of his face but close enough for him to see more than cleavage.

He shook his head and looked away, not wanting to think anything perverted, especially since you're right in front of him. He wanted to respect you.