Holland and Co imagines book 1!

Dont speak- sam holland

Summary- Sam is the big ceo of a huge business. He married y/n and they were in love. He started spending longer days at work so she decided to do something herself to keep her busy. She launched a singing career and she is now famous. One day she got home and Sam admitted he had been having an affair for 3 months with his secretary. He decides to go to one of y/n concert where she sings a new song that she wrote about him. They end up sorting it out.
An- based of the song don't speak
Warnings- swearing and sadness plus it's all in Harry's POV

Sam pov

"Hey Sam" Harry says as he walks into my room and sits on the end of my bed.

"What's up?" I ask as he looks at my with a sad expression.

"She has erm"

"Who has what?" I ask stumped by what he's trying to hint at.

"Y/n she has requested for a divorce Sam shit I'm sorry" my heart sinks in my chest but I know I deserve it. She deserves happiness and I know that tonight she has her biggest concert yet.

"Hey Harry" I say before he leaves my room.

"Yea?"

"I want to go to the concert tonight she may have lost her feelings but I haven't and I need to support her"

"I actually already got myself a ticket in the front row but you should go"

"Thank you Harry" I say and he nods understandingly.

*3 hours later*

I get ready to leave the house. I jump in my car and turn her song 'my biggest problem'. She had the voice of an angel. I don't know what possessed me to hurt her I just wish that I hadn't.

Once I arrive at the venue the security guard recognises me.

"Hey Sam how are you?"

"I'm good" he nods and we have a quick conversation before I go to take my seat. The audience goes crazy when she comes out on stage and she smiles form ear to ear.

"Hello everybody how are we?" She asks. She giggles sweetly as everyone starts screaming answers at once.

She sings many of her songs throughout the concert.
And just when I thought she was about to walk off stage she speaks again.

"I've decided to end with my new song about a special dickhead that basically ruined everything. This song is called 'don't speak" the crowd starts cheering for her. Could I be that dickhead? Why would she right a song about me?

"You and me, we used to be together
Every day together, always
I really feel that I'm losin' my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end
It looks as though you're lettin' go
And if it's real, well, I don't want to know"

she sings softly and the crowd all look at her with awe. God she deserves this she deserves the world. She takes w shaky breath before singing the next bit.

"Don't speak, I know just what you're sayin'
So please stop explainin'
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts" I feel my heart break. She's tossing about when I told her about my secretary. I feel a pit in my stomach forming as I watch tears in her eyes.

"Don't speak, I know what you're thinkin'
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts" she sings again and the crowd shout sweet things to help her as tears roll down her soft cheeks. God all I want is to hug her but I know she would never let me.

I suddenly get a flashback to that night that I told her the truth.

"Hey y/n darling we should talk"

"What is it m' love" she says as she sits down next to me on the end of the bed. I hold my head in my hands and then run my fingers through my hair. She confronts me by rubbing my back.

"I've been lying to you" I say pinching the bridge of my nose.

"What do you mean?" She asks gently still rubbing my back.

"I have been unfaithful to you y/n"

"Y-you w-what"

"I swear I regretted everything. The guilt I feel for lying to you and Emily means nothing to me she never did I don't know why I did it"

"You cheated on me with h-her" she chokes and I nod as I feel her remove her hand from my back. That loss of contact tells me everything I need to know.

"How long?"

"3 months but we never fully slept together"

"God please don't start explaining"

"Why don't you want me to tell you?"

"Because it hurts"

"I'm so sorry y/n I really am" she nods as she slowly walks out the room. As well as walking out my life.

"It's all ending
We gotta stop pretending
Who we are
You and me
I can see us dyin'
Aren't we?" She sings I now feel tears rolling down my cheeks. She then starts properly crying. She finishes the song whilst still very upset.

"Thank you for coming tonight I love you all" she says and walks off. The whole audience sympathise with her.

I walk out the venue over to her security guard.

"Hey Sam what's up?"

"Can I talk to y/n?"

"Okay" he says and takes me through to her dressing room. She is putting some things away in a bag as she's now in her pyjamas getting ready to leave.

"You were amazing" I say. She doesn't even jump or react she just slowly nods her head.

"Thanks" she whispers as she turns to face me.

"I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry too"

"But i can't do this" she says breaking my heart in two. I guess there is no hope for us.

"Do what?" I ask hoping that she'll be straight up with me.

"Pretend it's over" she says and runs into my arms. I hold her close to my body. I love this girl so much and I wish I hadn't hurt her.

"I trust you Sam just please love and don't hurt me again please"

"I promise."