Distasteful Desires ✔

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Trying very hard to ignore the music blasting really loud from the bedroom next to hers makes her sigh,
  She have a serious test to write tomorrow and it's only fair if she read this night but with an annoying sister next door it's very difficult to do so,
She sigh and close the book leaving her bedroom she knock more like bang on the door after three loud bang the door swing open revealing the teenage girl standing wearing a very much baggy pyjamas with a sleepy eyes.

"Farhana it's 1am in the morning can you please do me a favor and turn off this music." Samirah say to her junior sister who looks more like her mate since it's just an age difference.

"No." Farhana say and slam the door shut on her sister face.

Samirah sigh and head back to her bedroom wondering if her sister will ever try to be nice to anyone in the house aside there father who ofcrse don't usually pick offense on whatever she does be it good or bad she's always right and perfect in his eyes.

"Where are you going to?" The middle age lady ask making the teenage girl to look to the kitchen door where her mother is standing.

"To the guest room ofcrse.
I'm having a test tomorrow farhana won't turn off the music." Samira say frustratedly as she throw her backpack on the floor angrily.

Samira wonder why her sister get to do everything she want without anyone questioning her, it hurt her how her step sister get to talk callously and mean to her mother yet her mum will do nothing about it,
She knows alot  happened to make there family this broken but it's in the past and life have to move on.
her sister just fail to understand that, she has soo much hatred in her than love which is stupid since whatever happened between there parent can't be undone because the deal has been done and everyone has to face the consequence of that since it isn't something to be proud of.

"It's going to be OK." Her mother say soothing her back.

"When mum?
Tomorrow,
next week,
In two months to come or next year, I'm tired of all this.
why did she have to get everything while i don't,
she doesn't study yet she always top the class,
she barely speak to everyone yet everyone want to be friends with her, she's everyones favorite despite been mean to everyone, she have everything but she's still ungrateful and rude to everyone." Samira say crying making her mother to release a heavy breathe.

"Look samirah.
Sometimes you just do your own thing and stop looking into the blessings others have because you don't know what that person losses to make the Almighty bless them that way,
If you study hard you will also pass just do your own part and be happy,
Farhana has been through alot and.........

" study hard?
Do you know how many sleepless night i have just to pass a single test,
I know you and farhana's mum doesn't have a good history but everything happened as of fate,
You have apologized several times without number yet she treated you like you aren't old enough to give birth to her,
Life happens mum and it's been years since all that happened why do we have to pay the price of your mistakes,
I'm sick of all this."samirah say and pick her backpack.