Penning My Life With My Bias | Park Jimin | BTS ✓

35. Ji-Mi Who?

I rummaged around my room in haste, here and there, my phone, boxes, pictures, journals and clothes. Nothing, not even a single thing had Jimin in them.
"Where is Jimin?" I asked my sister as I ran up to her room panting.
"Ji-Mi- who?" She replied with an 'I don't' know face still concentrated in the work she was doing.
"Stop playing around, why isn't he there in the pictures? Why do I find nothing of him? "
"What are you talking about Srisha? too much work is taking over you, go take rest, you have meetings tomorrow"She was now annoyed.
"What the heck is wrong with you? You seriously don't know who PARK JIMIN is?" My voice raised up a bit and I emphasized on 'Park Jimin'.
"Srisha, who on earth are you talking about? How much did you drink? Who's Park Jimin?"She started raising her voice and started to get pissed off.
"He's a part of BTS, he's MY FIANCE, y'all met him so many times" Tears rolled out of my eyes the moment I said 'my fiance'
My sister seemed to cool herself down and stood her from the chair and started caressing my face.
"Fiance? Did you seriously imagine some random guy and even fiance?" she said, remaining calm.
"STOP IT, HE isn't some random guy. I LOVE him. He's my LIFE"
I couldn't stand her anymore and stomped out of her room to find anyone else in the house and I saw my mom and Shiela didi chatting. I shouted "Mom" to get her attention and started running towards the stairs. Both of them looked at me worried about why I was so tensed and crying 
As I went down the stairs, I stumbled and fell. Everything blacked out.

I opened my eyes in sudden shock and felt someone trying to wake me up.
Jimin. I lifted my body up still laying down and hugged him tight.  He didn't say anything but just hugged me back and kept caressing my back to calm me down. I kept sobbing.

He pulled up his legs over the bed and swiftly lied down, not breaking the hug. He didn't ask me anything and just kept caressing my body while I hugged him and closed my eyes and fell asleep sobbing.

I opened my eyes with faint sunlight hitting my face. I was hugging someone, I got scared and immediately sat up, I have been sleeping alone since what feels like forever.
I sighed because it was Jimin. I fixed my hairs a bit.
Jimin looked at me with a smile and sat up leaning on the head of the bed. I dragged my knees and snuggled my arms around him as I sat beside him leaning on him.
"When did you get here? It's so early" I asked him. Still sleepy and not in complete senses.
"I couldn't stay, I missed you, they slept anyways so I came over"
"You didn't sleep the whole night?" I said lightly, hitting him on his tummy.
"I will sleep later umm Sri..?"
"Mhm?"
"Did you dream about something bad?"
"I don't remem-" I remembered what I saw, all of it.
I unwrapped my hands and sat straight. Processing everything.
"When I came over I saw you panting and sweating and muffling scared sounds. I tried waking you up and then you hugged me tight and you were sobbing"
"It was a nightmare but it doesn't matter because it's not true and you are right here"
"It was about me?"
"Umm yes, it was as if you didn't exist and then I went to my sister to ask her about you and then when I was running to mom, I fell down from the stairs and that's when I woke up but maybe I thought I was still in the dream and I was relieved when I saw you in front of me, I hugged you tight"
"Look at me. I'm right here. Do I look good?"
He's so handsome. I wouldn't be able to tell that this man right here had such a tiring day yesterday and didn't sleep the whole night. 
"I miss staring at you like this so much"
"Oh, you did?"
I scoffed at his reply.