Me, four Boys and one playstation (an The Fooo Fanfiction)

61. Lou's grief

  Lou's POV:

Seriously? Did Felix have to do this? But from the beginning:

When Ann found out about her pregnancy, she left upstairs as we got home. I guess she wanted to think of how she would tell Oscar.

He and Felix came home about three hour later. But not only them alone! No! Felix had have the guts to bring another girl. And she was pretty! I thought he was still playing me but when they started making out right in front of me, I got really angry! I would scratch her eyes out with my thumbs. I would cut off her enormous boobs with a kitchen knife! I would…

I saw Ally´s look and I felt shameful over my thoughts. In that moment Ann and Oscar came down the stairs. They were laughing. “I think if we could have a deal… like I give up one to four and I get to keep the others and I switch after  month or so… I am sure I could handle it!” Oscar was just saying.

“And what about… Food! Would you quit eating if I told you to?” Ann was attached to Oscar. His arm around her shoulder. “Ah No way!” Oscar smiled and they kissed.

I wanted that kind of relationship too! But I guess it really was over between Felix and me. So I left the house. I didn’t know where to go. All I knew was I had to get away.

So I ended up at a pavilion in a park. No one was there so I put earplugs in my ears and listened to I won´t give up by Jason Mraz and I cried. This song always made me cry. It made me cry the same way it made Ally, Ann and Maja cry… we had some strong memories attached to that song. I squatted in the middle of that pavilion and suddenly I had to think of my first date with Felix that had started off in a pavilion… and then Thinking out loud came on my phone and I started crying even more. Quickly I changed the song and Fools gold was playing. The song Felix had won my heart with. I picked the next one. It was where are Ü now by Justin Bieber ft. Skrillex and Jake Ü. And the moves just came to me. I started dancing to get all my anger out like I usually did but nothing worked. So I just went back to crying.

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Late in the evening I got back to the loft. When I opened the door, I saw Ann sitting on the couch waiting for me. Or actually, her head was laying on Oscar’s lab and he had his hands in her hair. They were talking and as I stepped closer Ann got up came to me and she just wrapped her arms around me. Since she was taller than me, I always felt safe in her arms and so we just stood there for a while.

“They went in his room together… she´s staying over… I´m sorry.” Was all Ann had to say.

I spent the night in one room with Lizzie and Bay. I would fly home after the boy´s concert in two days from now. There was nothing that was still holding me here… accept for Ann… should I stay because of her? Or should I leave because of Felix?

I was thinking I would leave because the pain was too much to take. These were my thoughts before I fell asleep.

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The next morning I got up and went downstairs. The twins had already left and before I stepped completely into the living room, I heard Oscar saying:

“Dude! You know that´s not cool!”

“Shush Oscar it´s romantic ok?” I heard Ann replying.

What were they talking about?

“Yeah but fooling her like this?”

“Bro chill! She´ll understand!” that was Felix.

Suddenly the stairs made a sound and everyone looked up to me. They only saw my feet so I stepped down fully. There was Oscar and Ann, still glued together ad always, there was Felix and that chick from yesterday and she was wearing a shirt from Felix! I wanted to go right at her and scratch out her eyes but I decided to play nice. I put on a fake smile and went to the fridge. “Good morning everyone! Isn’t it a wonderful day?” I warbled taking out some milk.

Then I looked at the girl trying not to give her the death look and said: “I think we haven’t met yet! It´s Lou! And you?” I held my hand up for her to shake it.

“It´s Lovisa! It´s nice to meet you Felix has told me so much about you!” she said with a really strong Swedish accent. Oh was that so?

“Only nice things I hope!” another fake smile.

“I´ll go upstairs showering. Can I take this milk? I want to drink it!”

“the whole liter?” Ann looked at me with big eyes.

“yup!” was all I said and I left.

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