Me, four Boys and one playstation (an The Fooo Fanfiction)

50. Money - Ann

“Ann common you can´t live like that!”

“Like what?”

“You can´t just not go in there!” Oscar was trying to make me go inside my house. The police had told me that my dad was living in Stockholm. That was the only good thing pf thousands of bad things happening to me in the past days. If he lived in Stockholm, that meant I could go with Oscar and the others and stay there forever. Lizzie and Bay could live with him and I could take care of them as well.

With bad things happening I mean the funeral, telling the girls, my brothers. Getting that call from Thomas. He and Toby had come home on the very same day as she died. I was staying over at Maja’s place. I couldn’t stand even looking at my house. It was too painful. All though I hadn’t been crying since she died. I also didn’t laugh or smile… the only one that almost made me forget was Oscar. He was being so sweet. Whenever I looked like I needed something, a glass of water, a blanked even a hug, he did everything he could to make it easier for me. To make what easier? To make life easier.

Now he and I were standing in front of my house. I had to pack my stuff for Sweden.

“Yes I can! See?” I said and turned around to leave.

“Ann! Love! You have to! Please?” he started begging.

“No! Why can´t you just go in there and pack for me? I don´t want to see him!”

“I can´t pack your stuff because I don´t know how to pack” he sounded desperate. Already?
“Ann! Don´t leave now! You are MOVING to my place tomorrow! Don´t you want to take anything from home? Besides: I talked to Thomas before. He told me he wasn’t home. But he wants to see you tomorrow before we leave!”

I stopped walking away and rushed around.

“Oscar! We don´t know how we´re leaving! We don´t know how much money my mom left for me. And we haven´t even talked about me moving in with you! You just decided it. All I know is: I have to find my dad. And I don’t even want to! But I will do it for my mom! I want to come to Sweden with you because I love you! Nothing is going to change that!” I went close to him and took his face between my hands. I kissed him. But he pushed me away.

“OK honey I get that you´re sad. But you can´t keep living that way! And I know we didn’t talk about you moving in with me… you said you wanted to visit me right? And since your dad lives in Stockholm, the city I live in, you could look for him and tell him everything you want to! And I just want you to know that you´re always welcome at Felix and my place ok?”

“I know that! And I want to come! I will! And gladly I want to move in with you but we have to see you much money my mom left for me! Only then I can decide what I will be doing!” I went to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I was cold so I cuddled myself on his chest. I drove my arms under his jacket and he wrapped his arms around me. Now I was getting warmer.

“When will you know how much it is?” he mumbled into my hair.