lol this is literally gonna be my diary. you can read if you want, idk why you want to do that tho tbh and also don't expect it to be good bc i'm just gonna type what word comes into my head instead of making it sound good yknow? that's what i was j...
ITS AUGUST WTF IS GOING ON. time moves too fast for my liking but i can't exactly do anything about it so i try not to think about it too much. that never works, some days it is all i think about. that is ok though i think
today i finally started crotchet again, i only made one granny square but it's a start. it's so hard to do things in moderation, it's either all i do or i don't do it at all. that goes for everything, not just crochet. i was in the middle of making a granny square tote bag before i stopped so now i'm going to try to finish that without throwing my whole life into it because i definitely have better things to do with my time. i'm using the wool my nan bought me ages ago, it's one of those that has different colours in it. it has pink, purple and a kind of greeny colour. then for the border of each square, i'm just using black.
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this is an example of what i mean if you couldn't tell from my explanation.
i also made banana bread today, ive been meaning to do it for a while now but haven't gotten round to it
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this is what it looks like, i make banana bread all the time because we have leftover bananas quite a lot. i haven't tried it yet because it only just came out of the oven. i think it looks good though, i hope you think so too
i don't think i will have any at all actually, i couldn't help myself and made extra cake batter to eat and now i feel bad about it. there was so much but i couldn't stop myself and i wanted to throw up afterwards. we literally go on holiday in a week with my whole family and i'm going to have to wear swimming costumes all the time, it's really scary :(
apart from that though, i am very excited about going on holiday. we are going to wales and we are staying in a caravan park. we go almost every year with my mums side of the family. this year my aunt is getting married so they weren't gonna come to save money for the wedding but they changed their minds. that's good. my cousins who are coming are called abi, oli, ben, aiko, oscar, josie, eris, james, phoebe and maybe sam but i'm not sure if he will or not. i think kaiden, sky and their cousin who i forgot the name of (oops) are also coming. they are abi's, oli's and ben's cousins. they have been coming for a few years now but everyone else has gone since before i was born. their grandma maureen is coming so im pretty sure they will this year. i know it's wrong but i really don't want them too, they are nice and all but i miss when it was just me and my cousins. i don't know them as well as the others because we don't see them as often.
me, mum and becky are going to stay in my grandma' and grandad's caravan this year because my dad isn't coming. he doesn't like my mum's family, he says they are too loud. they are loud tbf but i like it that way. it's because we are all very competitive and because there are so many of us, i wouldn't have it any other way though. i love them so much. i used to wish that my dad liked them as much as we do so that we could visit them more often (everyone goes to my grandparent's house for sunday dinner but we can't because we live 2 hours away). i have kind of accepted it now though. at least there will be someone at home to look after the dog ig.
ive had a lazy weekend, i needed it though, my summer holidays started 10 days ago and -apart from this weekend- i've been busy every single day. it was so fun but i definitely needed a break from everything. im going out tomorrow again finally, im excited for that :)
