today was a good day, i'm sad to be back home now but i guess i had to eventually
me, my sister and my mum went out with my mums friend (racheal) and her son (max). we went to birmingham on the train to go to this arcade like place. it was so cool, i really enjoyed myself. PLUS I GOT THE MOST TICKETS OUT OF US ALL 😎😎😎😎 i bought a squishy strawberry thing with balls inside. yknow those ones that have mesh, apart from this one didn't have any mesh.
after that we went to pizza express for tea and the food was really good. i had these new pesto dough balls that (imo) are better than the regular ones. i think the pesto ones are new but i'm not sure because i haven't been in forever. we don't go out to eat a lot because it's expensive but i'm glad we don't so that when we do, it's more special. i also got this really nice pizza with spinach and egg on it (it sounds weird but it was nice i swear).
we were originally going to go to tgi fridays but they only had one vegetarian option which i didn't like. i felt really bad because my sister was looking forward to going there and it was my fault we didn't go but everyone was really nice about it. i love max and racheal, they are basically family. especially since i have known them all my life. i hope they know how much i love them, i think they do. im not very good at telling people i love them, it makes me feel too vulnerable. too scary for me. i wish i could but i try my best to show it if i can't directly say it to those i care about.
the train was quite busy on the way home so me and max had to sit in a separate carriage thingy to the other three. nothing much happened but it was really fun and i was disappointed when we had to get off. idk we were just sitting close together and laughing quietly, whispering to each other. felt like we were in our own little world even though we were surrounded by people. he's so confusing, one minute i'll think he likes me and he's flirting with me and stuff and then the next he's talking about mary or lauren. i hate it but i just want him to be happy. i just wish he would make his mind up, but then again i still need to make mine up too. apparently him and mary are just "seeing how it goes" which is fine if that's what's best for them but it's low-key annoying because honestly that's not very descriptive and i'm nosey 😭
shit he just text me and said "hello". that sounds very normal, i know, and it would be if it was anyone else but whenever we text we just say what we want to say or something random yknow? wtffff when i just went to reply, he had deleted the message so i said "what was that you" bc i was genuinely confused and he read it straight away and now he's literally still typing??? oh wait i think it was a glitch 💀💀💀 i'm so confused rn, the read thingy has gone away. i'll just leave it, that was weird tho.
also, love island was very confusing today, i'm actually watching it right now
OH AND ALSO when we were out we took a bunch of pictures and i actually don't hate how i look in most of them, and i didn't take any of them (i usually hate pictures other people took of me) so that's good 👍 max put some on instagram i think
the only song i have listened to is space song, i find it very relaxing and good to read to
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Aléatoirelol this is literally gonna be my diary. you can read if you want, idk why you want to do that tho tbh and also don't expect it to be good bc i'm just gonna type what word comes into my head instead of making it sound good yknow? that's what i was j...
