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"miwa-chan!!" I turn to the voice direction and see tohru walking toward me.

"yes, tohru-san? Did you need me for something?" I ask her.

"Well actually this saturday, we're going to visit my mom grave and... And i would like it if you join us! I really want to introduce you to mom" she say excitedly.

Grave huh...

"Ofc i would love to. I want to thank your mom for giving birth to you and raise you to become such a sweet person" i smile at her.

"I will come pick you up then?" yuki ask from behind.

"Nah actually i can come to your house, ofc only if you're okay with it" i ask yuki, waiting for a response.

"Sure" he smile

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Oh wow this place is beautiful. It's up on the mountain and the house is a traditional house. I want a house like this too...

I knocked on the door and wait for a while when the door flutter open revealing a tall black hair guy wearing a yukata . I assume he is shigure sohma, the owner of this house.

"Hello, nice to meet you. Im Miwa Osaki tohru-san friend" i bow

"Yes yes I've heard about you from tohru-chan and yuki-kun..oh kyo-kun too! Im shigure sohma. Please come in, miwa-chan" he smile as he makes way for me to get in.

"Thank you" i say as i walk in. I sit on the floor struggling. My house is a modern house and we don't have this kind of sitting manner. Then i hear a laugh.

"Ah im sorry for laughing miwa-chan. You're just too cute, struggling to sit on the floor" yuki shows up from behind.

Cute???????????? I blush as i look down.

"M-my house doesn't have this kind of sitting manner stuff so" i muttered, embarrassed.

"Haha it's okay.. anyway honda-san and kyo are getting ready. We've just finished preparing the food for today" he explained as he sit beside me.

"Say yuki-kun, why are you still calling tohru-san by her last name?" I furrowed my eyebrows. As for what i know they're close. Like real close. He blush as he looks down.

Did he like her?

"Well.. i think it's because, it's too late now so it's kinda embarrassing" he scratched his  hair awkwardly.

"So if i didn't tell you to call me miwa, will you stay calling me osaki-san? I mean you and tohru are so close already but we just know each other for about 3 month" I ask again

"Well maybe no. Im changing so I'll make progress faster. And we're close, aren't we?" He smile at me.

Yeah...we are close friend.

at the grave

We saw uotani-san wearing a gang coat and hanajima-san wearing black veil.

"Why the hell are you two dressing like that???" kyo yell

"I knew it, i should have bring my hat" hanajima-san say

"That's not the problem!! And you, delinquent woman!! Is that a gang coat??" kyo ask frustrated

"This is kyoko coat, the crimson butterfly. She gave it to me" uotani answer.

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"Good afternoon, mrs. honda. It's such a pleasure to meet you" i say as i bow and put my hand together.

We start by decorating the grave as it's already cleaned. Then we put the food and pray.

As they're talking, i excuse myself for a little and walk to the other side.

"Hey, mira. How are you? As for me, i think im fine" i say as i sit in front of the grave. The name engraved there was Mira Osaki.

I continued "did you perhaps meet my mom up there? I hope she's doing fine. I was planning to visit her grave but I can't. I don't have the strength. Not yet" i smile sadly.

"I miss you and my mom. I miss you guys so much that it's hurt, mira. I feel like dying. It's so suffocating. It's too hard" i say as i feel tears coming out.

Life is too hard for me.

I cry and cry and cry there. Alone. Or so i thought i was alone.

yuki's pov

"Please excuse myself for a while" miwa say as she stand up and goes to the other side of the grave yard. I follow her unconsciously when she stop in front of a grave and sit as she say

"Hey mira. How are you? As for me I'm fine i think"

Mira? Her sister, mira osaki?? As im in deep thought i feel people shifting beside me. There stood the rest of us looking at miwa, shocked by the fact that her sister was dead.

"did you perhaps meet my mom up there? I hope she's doing fine. I was planning to visit her grave but I can't. I don't have the strength. Not yet" miwa say again with a sad smile on her face. This time im shocked too.

Her mom was dead too?? But then who? That was when i realized that despite being close friend we really don't know anything about each other.

"I miss you and my mom. I miss you guys so much that it's hurt. I feel like dying. It's so suffocating. It's too hard" she added before bursting into tears.

I can't handle looking at this sight of her. I want to do something but I can't move. Im still processing the new information about her.

But then i spoke up, i need to

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"Miwa-chan?"

miwa's pov

"Miwa-chan?" I hear yuki calling me. I quickly wipes my tears as i turn around looking at him...well looking at them.
I smile a little before saying

"So you guys hear me huh" i laugh humorlessly

Suddenly tohru run toward me and hug me. A loving hug. The one that i miss.

It feels like a mother's hug.

I cry again as i hug tohru back. After a while, i calm down and take a deep breath.

"Well then there's no harm in introducing you guys. Guys, this is my sister. Step-sister to be exact, mira osaki"