ɪᴛ's ғᴀᴛᴇ ɪ ɢᴜᴇss?? [ʏᴜᴋɪ sᴏʜᴍᴀ]

will you?

"beautiful isn't it? when i first saw it, i immediately think about you" he said.

but wait...where has i seen this?

"it is really beautiful...but,"

"but?"

"i remember seeing it and wanting to buy it. but it kinda looks like, an engagement ring or something. looks like the kind of things that couples wear..it can gives people wrong impression y'know..." i say, blushing.

and that takes yuki aback as he too, is blushing furiously right now.

"but..what you gave me is no different miwa. you gave me the wrong impression too so i see no problem here. actually, I've been contemplating whether to give it to you or not but then suddenly you pulled a bold move... giving me that custom made bracelet" he shyly said, covering his face with his hand.

"I DON'T THINK OF THAT" i blurt out, face completely red.

"so...will you accept this miwa?" he ask.

"yeah... I'll gladly accept it"

monday

i come to school, messy as hell. last night, i spent my time thinking whether i should wear the bracelet and the ring or not. which i ended up, not wearing any of them.

my heart is not ready, yet.

i walk to the classroom, stopping right in front of the door to practice on how to greet yuki.

feelings is hard to deal with.

i let out a big sigh and is about to get in when a voice startled me from behind.

"yo good morning miwa~~ what are you doing standing in front of the door looking all stressed out??"

it's uotani.
great, now everyone know.

we get in with people looking at us, on me to be exact. and damn it, yuki is looking at me too.

but i can't read him and that's making me anxious.

and so, i spent the whole day trying to avoid yuki.

until it's finally student council time. we're actually gonna have a meeting...now out of all time.

i took a seat beside machi and drag kakeru to sit beside me leaving yuki no choice but to sit beside machi.

the meeting is going good, when something happen between yuki and machi.

calm down miwa...he's just helping her. and if it's more than that, you shouldn't be jealous...

with that, my eyes unconsciously land on yuki who's busy explaining to us about the upcoming festival that the student council needs to take care of.

come to think of it, even after we made up he has been spending more and more time with machi..

he's even able to laugh and smile freely with her..

ahh that's good for him. yuki has always been tired to put an act for others so this is actually a good thing.

i heard that they've been helping each other too.

some people even said that they're secretly dating.

well damn....

I've been feeling so happy lately that i forgot.... everything that happened, doesn't mean yuki likes me the way i like him. it can be he truly only see me as a precious person to him, his bestfriend.

ok now im sad.

our eyes met and i quickly look away. i can't afford looking at him right now so i keep my head low.

and just like that, the meeting ended.

time skip, a few days after

it's almost a week since i started avoiding yuki, again. seriously, what's with us and avoiding each other??

whatever it is, i don't have to think of it too hard. lately, I've been helping tohru with this someone named rin. apparently she's the one they've been talking about and tohru has decided to help her. oh and she's hatsuharu girlfriend.

or maybe ex but oh well.

everything is going good, i guess?

no, that's the start of everything going
wrong.

"why are you avoiding me, miwa?" he ask as he trapped me in between his hand, in the hallway.

"ehh, yuki..what are you doing? we're in the public y'know...and uh, im not avoiding you" i lied, knowing damn well that he's not buying it.

i know, i made it too obvious that im avoiding him and i regret that.

"who cares where we are? and yes, you are avoiding me. what's wrong? did i do anything to hurt you? why do you looks so sad? why are you avoiding me? are you actually not comfortable with how i am with you lately? do you actually not like the ring?" he bombard me with question with an anxious tone.

i was about to shrug it off and just make a joke out of it when i saw his face.

he looks sad....and desperate.

"im sorry yuki...im just embarrassed. i just don't know how to face you and all..plus i thought you'll not like it if people starts gossiping about us too much" i softly say as i run my fingers through his hair, him resting his head on my shoulder.

"you worry me....so, is that why you didn't wear the ring and the bracelet? i...wore it, back then. on monday, i mean. but then i saw you not wearing it and avoiding me, so i took it off quickly" he mumble.

"im so sorry yuki...i didn't mean it that way.."

we stand there, in comfort with each other silence as i continue to play with his hair.

the bell rings, signalling that the break time is up so i shake yuki up and cup his face.

"well then, let's wear it together... starting tomorrow.. will you, yuki, wear the matching rings and bracelets with me, miwa?" i ask him, eyes full of adoration.

oh how i love this boy standing in front of me.

"yeah, i will...my honored, your majesty..my queen, miwa" he said.

as if on cue, i tiptoe to reach his forehead and plant a kiss on it.

"it's decided then"