ɪᴛ's ғᴀᴛᴇ ɪ ɢᴜᴇss?? [ʏᴜᴋɪ sᴏʜᴍᴀ]

i wish

"We're off to school!!" tohru shout as the four of us start to walk to school.

As we walk, i see kyo and tohru holding hand making me smile. Wish they just date already and don't use that "for safety" excuse... I wish i have someone to hold my hand like that too.

Suddenly i feel a hand on mine. I stop walking as i stare at the owner.

"Yuki-kun?"

"Umm.. let's hurry up. Kyo and tohru are leaving us already" he say and quickly pulled me with him.

Slowly i feel a smile creep on my face.

This is nice

at school

As me and yuki walk to our class, i feel so many eyes on us. That's when i realized that we're still holding hand and people saw that we came to school together.

"Um, yuki-kun? Can you ...let go of my hand? People are looking" i say shyly.

He immidiately let go and say sorry before entering the class.

"Yo miwa!! Did you know?" luna ask. I furrow my eyebrows.

"Tohru and kyo-" kira got cut off by uotani shouting.

"Oii kyon-kyon!! if you ever do something to tohru I'll beat you up" she glared at kyo and he glared back.

"I will make you suffer if you ever hurt my tohru" hanajima say with a scary voice.

"Oh that? Yes i knew it. i hope they just admit it already" I say to luna and kira as they smile.

"Wanna know something else that's gonna be super cute?" luna grinned

"You, the princess with the prince yu-" i cut her off

"NO!!! STOP THAT LUNA" i whisper-yell at her. Kira just laugh at both of us. I frowned at her reaction and she say

"What? It's true tho...what luna say"

I sulked and buried my face on the desk until i hear teacher come in.

lunch time

I sat at the rooftop with yuki and tohru. We're waiting for the rest of our friends. Somehow, even tho i know tohru is with kyo i feel like im disturbing something.

I stand up and walk to the edge taking some air. I closed my eyes relaxing myself. After a while i turn around still closing my eyes until i bump into someone. Well more like i accidentally hug that someone. It's weird how I can't feel anyone anymore so i decided to open my eyes. But before i could...

"DON'T OPEN YOUR EYES MIWA" i hear yuki's voice, screaming...is he mad at me. His tone make me afraid as i slowly back away still closing my eyes.

"HONDA-SAN PLEASE HELP ME" he scream again making me tremble. I feel myself almost falling until a hand grabbed me. It was tohru.

"Miwa-chan..come with me" she said as she lead me to the door and close it. I opened my eyes and i can feel hot water on my cheeks.

"What happened? Did i do something wrong? Why does yuki-kun sound mad?" I ask still trembling.

"Don't worry, miwa-chan... I can't tell you what happened because that's his secret but it's not your fault. Now you can go eat at class. Im sorry we end up not eating together" she said as she goes to yuki again.

I walked to my class, tears stain on my cheeks while spacing out.

His secret huh... Just when i feel like we're close i suddenly got a realization that we're actually not. I don't know anything about him. He doesn't trust me for his secret.

But i wish he could trust me because i choose him as the people that i trust.

I wish i were tohru