Boy In Luv | Taejin ✓

23. Should I write you a letter?

Taehyung's P.O.V.

Happy birthday Taetae!

This is your first birthday we'll spend together as boyfriends. And I am actually nervous as I wanted to find the perfect gift for you. I want this to be as memorable as it could possibly be. Because I am sure that we'll spend more and more of our birthdays together until we grow old that we won't remember anymore what we'll give to each other as presents. So the first should be very special and memorable.

I know you've been meaning for us to share my first kiss on the night of your birthday. I can't wait for it too. I can't stop thinking how perfect it will be. And I'm actually thankful that we haven't done it yet. Because had we kissed earlier, it wouldn't be as genuine.

Why? It's because of one thing I have kept from you for a long time now. But I'll take this opportunity of writing you a letter to tell you everything. The truth is, when I confessed to you that I like you, I lied. I just couldn't really think of anything else to avoid you kicking my ass that day. You,suggesting we should date, even made me feel sick.

Never in my entire existence that I thought of taking a liking on you. But as we spent more time together, as I get to learn the real you, you've made me feel things I've never felt before. And that's when I'm sure. Sure that my first kiss would really be perfect. Coz this time it isn't a lie, not something I'm forced to say. This time it's a true confession.

I like you Kim Taehyung-ssi!

No, really. I love you, my Taetae.

And nothing else could make my first kiss on your birthday even more perfect. But to feel exactly this way. I can't wait to whisper this to you when you kiss me later.

Happy birthday, I love you.

Forever your nerdy,
Seokjin

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I didn't notice my eyes are already blurry while reading. So I wiped them dry as I folded back the paper into how it was before and put it again inside the box.

I picked up the bracelet from the box. Finally I got a closer look at it. I didn't have the interest of seeing it before. It's really beautiful though. I can tell that nerdy really put a great thought in this. These rings intertwined - they definitely give me that husbands vibes.

I put it on and wore it around my wrist. Can I really wear this tonight after how I treated him this whole time? I actually wished I have read the letter earlier. So that maybe, just maybe, I could've snatched him from Jungkook back to me again. But I think I am too late for that, aren't I?

Knock. Knock.

I am not expecting anyone. Who could it be?

I'm surprised to open it to Jungkook. What the hell does he want this time? "Jungkook?! What are you doing here?"

"Taehyung, can we talk?"

I'm hesitant to say yes but this freak won't be dragging his arrogant ass here in front of me if it isn't important. So I stood aside to make way for him to enter.

"What do you want?"

"I won't go around some senseless shits. Just wanted to tell you," he glared at me and sighed, "don't upset Jin anymore. Please. I don't like seeing him sad."

"Am I hearing this correctly? The great Jeon Jungkook is saying 'please' before me?? Asking me for what exactly?!"

"Fuck your ego, Tae! If you can continue treating Jin like crap when he's obviously still into you, well myself couldn't take it anymore. I can't bear seeing him sad. And I fucking hate it that no matter how hard I try, I can't make him happy!

So as much as I'd like him to be mine, I think he's happier with you. So just, yeah just do whatever you must." Jungkook looked down but I think he's just hiding his teary eyes from me.

"How am I suppose to believe this shit, huh Jungkook? Tell me. Do you think after Jin betrayed me and cheat on me, what you're saying is easy to do?"

Seriously, what is he up to? I may have already known about how Jin wanted to be honest with his false confession, but I did not forget about him cheating on me with Jungkook and giving him his first kiss instead.

"Don't you get it? You're really so stupid! He didn't cheat on you. Yes, we kissed but I initiated that, knowing he was vulnerable at that time after seeing you with Jimin! And may I mention, I don't regret kissing him. Coz I truly like him! At least I have the guts to say so. Unlike someone here, still sulking at how Jin lost his first kiss to me!"

"Fuck you!! That's it! You're done so get out!!" I was about to grab him but he already raised his hands up in defense.

"Fine!! I will go. But don't tell me I didn't give you your chance!"

He then stormed out of my room and slammed it close. Fuck that guy! What does he know about how I feel?! If he wants Jin to be happy, he should try harder then. What does it have to do with me?!

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Authornim's P.O.V.

"Is this really okay to wear to this party?!" Jin is twisting and turning in front of the mirror, raising his arms up and down to see how high his long-sleeved crop top can get when he puts his hands up. He then turned backwards a bit to see if the see-thru back was too much. He thought it's okay as it's black and it's already dark anyways.

He's hesitant to wear it as it exposes a lot of his skin. He knows he's got a tiny waist and Hobi said it will look good on him, but he isn't just used to wearing these kinds of clothes. If only it wasn't sent by Hobi saying he should wear it during the trip to get his brother's attention, he wouldn't really try wearing one. He didn't want to offend Hobi by not using it at all.

"Ok, let's go Kim Seokjin! This is your last chance to get his attention!" Jin smiled at himself on the mirror.

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Well I hope this trip will end happily, whatcha say lovey's?

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Borahae 💜

~Author-nim 😊