In secret- Young Nick Goode

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Y/n is Ziggy's best friend. Nick is Ziggy's ex. After secretly hanging out with Nick y/n and him start dating.
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Y/n POV

"Y/n... I need to ask you something." Nick says at the end of my bed.

"What is it?" I say smiling.

"I like you... and I know you're Ziggy's best friend but you feel something for me too right?"

"I do... but I can't hurt her like that Nick. She's not just my best friend, she's my person." I say looking down. "She doesn't even know that I've been hanging out with you."

"Please, give us a try?" He asks.

And that's where it all started. That was two weeks ago. Nick is now my boyfriend. I've been lying straight to Ziggy's face. I need to tell her soon because I feel so guilty. I can't even look in her eyes for too long because I feel like she knows I'm keeping something from her.

I feel Nick stirring awake next to me. "Good morning baby." He says in his raspy morning voice that I love.

"Morning love." I say back before giving him a good morning kiss then getting up to get dressed for the day.

"Come back." He mumbles.

Nick's not a morning person at all. But he knows he's a counselor and needs to get up which is why I feel his arms wrap around my waist right now. "You have clean clothes here right?" I ask looking up at him.

He nods as he goes to his drawer that's in my dresser. We both get dressed. He walks over to me hugging me. I wrap my arms around his shoulders. "When you leave make sure no one sees you okay?" I say.

He nods. He knows the drill. He gives me a kiss before opening the door and disappearing. After a couple minutes, giving Nick time to leave, I open the door and walk out. I walk to to the Mess hall wanting to eat breakfast when I feel someone grab my wrist harshly and drag me behind a bush.

I see Ziggy's older sister, Cindy. "Cindy what are you doing?" I whisper yell.

"Y/n y/l/n tell me why my little sister's ex boyfriend just walked out of your cabin." She says shooting daggers at me.

Not going to lie. Cindy is scary when she's mad. I've known her since I was a kid because Ziggy and I have been friends since we were little and I've seen her be mean to Ziggy but not this up close and personal. I had to come up with a lie and quick. "He wanted to talk to me about my behavior." I blurted out. It makes sense because Ziggy and I are always getting into trouble and Cindy knows this because she gets on us about it all the time. "He was giving me a warning." I say.

"Well I've been giving you warnings all year." She says crossing her arms. "I'm keeping an eye on you." She says walking away.

That was close. As I start walking to the Mess hall again I get in my seat and start eating and feel someone sit next to me.

"Hey y/n, are you avoiding me or something?" Ziggy asks.

"No of course not! I just haven't been feeling well." I say.

"Do you want me to take you to Nurse Lane's office then?" She says.

"No no no." I say quickly. "I'm sure it'll be over soon." I say fake smiling.

"Okay... well I have stuff to do so I'll see you later." She says before hugging me and walking off.

I look around for Nick to see he's already looking at me. I point to the closet. And walk over to it secretly then shutting the door. A couple minutes later the door opens and Nick scoots in. "We have to be more careful. Cindy saw you come out of my cabin this morning and now she's keeping an eye on me. Fuck! What if she saw us right now?" I say panicking.

"Relax babe. No one did. You need to tell Ziggy baby. It's not good keeping this from her. I know you don't like keeping secrets." He says.

I nod knowing it's best. But I'm not ready to lose her yet. I don't think she'll try to understand me, she'd just hear what she wants to. "While were in here how about a quick make out sesh?" He says smirking.

We made out for a while before the door swings open. "What the fuck!" I hear the voice of my best friend yell. Cindy stands beside her with her hand over her mouth.

"I can explain!" I say quickly.

"Explain what? How you just had your tongue down my ex boyfriends throat?" She says scoffing walking out.

"Fuck!" I say in tears.

"Baby come here." I hear Nick say bringing me in his arms rocking us back and forth. "You and Ziggy are inseparable okay? She'll come around, and if she doesn't... just don't give up on her alright?" He says making me look in his eyes. "I won't let you two stop being friends because of me okay?" 

I nod as I look in his eyes. I lean into kiss him. "Thank you. You always know the right thing to say." I say sniffling.

As I'm about to walk away I see Cindy. She's still here? I thought she left with Ziggy. "You're coming with me. Nick don't follow." She says harshly grabbing my wrist pulling me somewhere.

She drags us all the way to her cabin then pushes me on her bed. She walks around pacing. "I was right. How the fuck could you do this to her y/n? You know what all she's been through!" She says. She cussed... the only time she swears is when she's really pissed.

"You cussed..." I say.

"Of course I'm cussing y/n! I'm pissed." She says looking at me.

"...I-I never meant to hurt her Cindy, believe me! It just happened. We started hanging out then he told me he liked me then we started dating. There hasn't been a day that went by where I didn't feel guilty for it." I say.

"I... see the way you act with each other. You... you love each other." She says sitting beside me now.

"I... I love him, so fucking much Cindy. When everything felt like shit, he was here for me, every time. I-I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't lose either of them." I say crying.

"Come here." She says opening her arms for me. I fall into her and cry.

"Can you go find them and bring them here? I need to try to explain to her but I need him by my side." I say letting go of her looking at her.

She nods as she gets up and goes to find them.

I wait a few minutes gathering my thoughts until I hear the door open. Ziggy stands for away from me as possible, Nick sits next to me giving me a reassuring smile, and Cindy stands in front of Nick and I.

About a minute goes by of complete silence. "If you're not gonna say anything I'm leaving." Ziggy says about to leave.

Surprisingly Nick starts talking. "Ziggy, we never meant to hurt you. The feelings came out of nowhere and were very unexpected. Y/n cried literally everyday because she hated herself and felt so guilty. If you want to be mad at anyone be mad at me." He said grabbing my hand holding it.

She just stared at both of us. "Do you have anything to say y/n?" She said angry but calm.

"Nick basically explained everything but, we can't go out like this. You're basically my sister, you're my person. And I'm sorry I got with him, I never should have. But I can't help how I feel...I'm in love with him. Please believe me. Please forgive me." I say through sniffles.

"You... love me?" Nick asks making me look at him.

"Not the time Nick, it doesn't matter." I say blowing him off.

"Look, just give me time okay?" Ziggy says leaving.

That's better than nothing right? Cindy leaves with her giving me a sympathetic smile on the way out.

"I'm sorry for snapping at you." I say to Nick with tears in my eyes.

"It's okay, I get where you were coming from." He says assuring me.

About a week later Ziggy accepted us and we're now actually all having lunch together in the Mess Hall.
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I think this was the worst I've done idk? It's straight😭 I so bad wanted to start something romantic with Cindy in this KSHDNDH this was a request btw. I wouldn't do a Nick Goode imagine for fun lmaoo.

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