Are You Moonbin?

26

Eunwoo

As we sit altogether in our tent, waiting for a news about Moonbin and Manager Noh, I was drowning in my thoughts. I had a flashback of what happened at the comfort room during the practice.

"Who...who are you?" I asked the man checking his reflection in the mirror

"Eunwoo, what do you mean?" He said and laughed.

I watched him wash his hands. And when he turned the faucet off, I asked, "Are you Moonbin?"

I could not read his expression. He was just looking at me straight in the eyes. His own were not even shaking. They were just watching me.

Before he could answer, the main door of the comfort room opened and Manager Noh came in laughing with his hands deep in his pants' pockets.

"Of course, he is Moonbin. Who else would he be?" He said and pat my shoulder.

"It's not like I brought home a robot to pretend to be Moonbin because the real one is in coma. Psh. This is not some SciFi movie. This is reality," he continued and laughed again.

I saw him eyeing Moonbin to which the latter smiled to and nodded his head.

"Ah, what about both of you hurry up and proceed with your practice? Yeah?" Manager Noh finally said and gave each of our butts a pat.

He then went to wee himself that left Moonbin and I staring at each other. He then shrugged his shoulder and went out of the comfort room.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Jinjin hyung heave a loud sigh beside me.

He must be very worried with Binie now. He looks so weary. He has been shifting on his sit almost every now and then.

"He's really gonna be alright, hyung," I reassured him as I placed a hand on his knee.

My words might not have help because I saw tears brimming on his eyes.

I noticed MJ hyung hung his head. Then his shoulders started shaking.

He's crying.

MJ hyung barely cries in front of us except so it surprised everyone when we heard his sobs.

Jinjin hyung sat beside him and gave him a hug as he cried with him.

They must be so worried with Binie that they couldn't stop their tears.

"Poor Binie. What are we gonna do now, Jin?" MJ hyung cried on Jinjin hyung's shoulder.

I went near them and rubbed both of their backs to calm them down a bit.

"What if he actually dies?" MJ hyung asked barely above a whisper but I caught it that made me freeze on my spot.

"Don't say that, hyung. Binie's going to be fine," I attempted to assure him but he was almost hysterically crying. He's trying to contain his sobs but whimpers came out instead.

"B-but Jinjin said...he didn't had...had a...a p-pulse..." MJ hyung said in between his whimpers.

I froze once again and turned to look at Jinjin hyung who was also crying his eyes out.

He must have felt that I was waiting for an asnwer to my unasked question.

"I didn't feel it. I didn't feel his pulse," Jinjin hyung finally said after some silence.

My eyes went wide as I looked at Sanha and Rocky who also froze on their seats with a mixture of shock and disbelief plastered on their faces.

"Hyung, are you sure?" I managed to ask despite my own shock.