Chapter 31

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// Anna's voice is soft but powerful. Her voice is absolutely amazing. It's sort of a cross between Jessie J, Ariana Grande and Pink.\\

6 months later. It's 7th November 2019, my debut album 'love affair' is about to drop. I'm so happy. I can't believe it. Within 6 months I've produced an album with the amazing support of Michael and Luke. We had the best time in the Maldives. Since we've been back we've stopped using protection but I'm not pregnant yet. I can tell how much it's affecting him I'm not pregnant yet which makes me distraught, I just want this for him. For us.

I had half an hour before my album dropped. I was sat in mine and Michaels living room with Luke. We all sat anxiously waiting. I hoped people would enjoy it. I'm proud of this album. I know most people aren't proud of their first albums and say their second or third ones are better but I am I'm proud of this album.

Luke: "not long now"

Me: "yeah"

Michael: "I'm proud of you, princess. This album is amazing"

Me: "couldn't have done it worth out you two"

Luke: "we are a talented pair aren't we, Anna"

Me: "yeah" with a chuckle

Michael: "20 minutes"

Me: "I can't wait"

Luke: "me either"

Me: "I hope people like it"

Michael: "they will! I promise you, it's amazing, darling"

Me: "thanks, love"

Me: "and it's out!!"

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Me: "and it's out!!"

Michael: "ITS OUT!! I'm so proud of you, baby"

Me: "thank you, love"

Luke: "OH MY GOD!! ITS OUT!"

Me: "ITS OUT"

Michael: "I'm going to go and get us some food. Well done, angel"

Me: "thank you!"

Luke: "I WANT SOME"

Michael: "I KNOW! I'M GETTING TAKE OUT"

Me: "bye, love!"

Michael: "bye!"

Michael left to get food whilst me and Luke talked. Mainly about the album. Me and Michael hadn't told anyone we're trying for a baby. It's been 6 months and no luck. No positive test. They've all been negative.

Me: "Luke"

Luke: "Anna"

Me: "me and Michael have been trying for a baby"

Luke: "OH MY GOD! Are you?"

Me: "no... it's been 6 months Luke. It hurts me when I see how hurt mikey is when we see the negative tests"

Luke: "it'll happen for you two I know it. Have you told him how you feel?"

Me: "no..."

Luke: "you should, it's better than bottling it up"

Me: "your right. Thank you, Luke"

Luke: "anytime"

- time skip later that day -

My album has been out for about 7 hours and the comments I've seen people seem to be loving it. Obviously there is the odd one or two negative comments but you learn to forget them and ignore them. I've decided to take Luke's advice and tell Michael how I feel.

Me: "mikey?"

Michael: "yeah?"

Me: "do you think it'll happen for us?"

Michael: "a baby? Of course it will"

Me: "I see how hurt you are when the test is negative and it hurts me Mikey I want this for us"

Michael: "so do I, angel. So do I"

Me: "what if it doesn't happen for us"

Michael: "I'm sure it will but if it doesn't there's other ways, princess"

Me: "I feel like I'm failing you, mikey"

Michael: "you could never fail me, baby"

Me: "I love you"

Michael: "I love you"

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