Chapter 32

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* a month later *

I decided I'd take a test without Michael. I couldn't handle the look on his face after another negative test. I couldn't bare it. I placed it upside down on the sink. I stood with my back against the wall with my head in my hands.
When it had been 3 minutes I stepped closer repeating 'please be positive please be positive'. I lifted it without turning it. My hands started to shake as I turned it around. Floods and floods of tears came as I dropped to the floor. I sat there crying hysterically for what seemed like hours. In reality it had been 10 maybe 20 minutes. There was a knock at the bathroom door. I couldn't even manage to stand up I was crying that much.

Michael: "angel? You okay?"

Me: "mhm"

Michael: "I can hear you crying I'm coming in"

Michael came in and knelt next to me. His hands grabbed my wrists as my head was still in my hands.

Michael: "what's wrong?"

I handed him the test next to me.

Michael: "aw angel it's okay. It will happen"

Me: "n-no turn I-it over-r"

Michael turned it over and dropped it. He wrapped me in the biggest hug. His tears dropped onto my shoulder. I buried my head in the crook of his neck as I lifted myself onto his lap.

Michael: "a-are you r-really?"

I just nodded. I couldn't say anything I was still in shock. Michaels hands cupped my cheeks and pulled me in for a soft kiss. I kissed back melting into the kiss.

Michael: "angel your pregnant!!"

Me: "I know!! We're going to have a baby!"

Michael: "WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A BABY!"

Me: "a mini us"

Michael: "I love you so much, baby"

Me: "I love you endlessly, love"

Michael: "I still can't believe it"

Me: "I know"

Michael: "oh my god! I can't wait to tell the boys"

Me: "me too but we have to wait till 12 weeks remember"

Michael: "I know, baby. I know"

His hands cupped my cheeks once again and he kissed my forehead. I'm so incredibly happy. We're going to be a family. We're having a baby. Half Michael half me. I just hope that it doesn't happen again like it did with Harrison. I really wouldn't be able to handle it. We're going to have a little baby. We're both so incredibly excited for the baby. We're so incredibly happy.

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